Hope you like it! Its my first fanfic!
She was gone. Bella was gone, my Bella was gone,and there was nothing I could do to bring her back. Guilt, anger and grief washed over me, the only thing that mattered now lay motionless wrapped in a white sheet. Then I remembered a face. Chocolate brown eyes with pink cheeks and soft curls, Renesmee the baby Bella had died for. Probably being smothered with kisses by Rosalie right now who was also probably rejoicing the fact that Bella was gone. I wasn't mad, Rosalie couldn't have kids and even though her intentions were evil in my opinion, this was the closest she was getting. I walked over to the main living space where Esme is cradling Renesmee in her arms, without saying anything, she knows. She walks over and places Renesmee in my arms; the smiling baby looks up at me. I feel warmth spread through my ice-cold body, even though she can't ever replace what I've lost, she opens up new space in my heart. I kiss her soft forehead and rock her back and forth, until she falls asleep. I walk up the stairs to the nursery Alice designed and look around; the walls are pale blues and soft yellows, on the right a large dark wooden mirror reflects my image. My glassy eyes, pale skin and hollow expression just remind me more of what I've lost. Id always thought if I lost her I would kill myself, but the little girl in my arms gave me a reason to live, to smile at her every time she woke up, to sing for her every time she fell asleep and love her, the way father should.
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