Once
I was done getting ready for bed and lying in bed about to turn off
the light, there came a knock on my door. I groaned and looked at the
clock which read midnight. I rolled out of bed and began walking
towards the door. I looked through the hole and who I saw comforted
me, Booth. I opened the door and that's when I had a chance to
fully take in his appearance. His hair was flat due to being wet, and
his clothes were soaked with water. This brought the assumption that
he had walked to her house in the rain from wherever he had been
previously. Confused and worried I decided to break the
silence.
"Booth, hi. What happened?" He just stared at
me with sadness in his eyes.
"Here come in," I said
gently taking hold of his arm and pulling him into the house. I shut
the door and my eyes moved instantly back to Booth. I brought him
over to sit down on the couch as I sat beside him leaving not much
distance between us.
"Booth, please tell me what happened."
I said pretty much pleading. His head dropped slowly and I put my arm
around his back and rested it on his arm. I was confused when I felt
a rip in his shirt and I looked at my hand to see it covered in red.
I gasped and shot up. I knelt down beside him and examined his arm.
It had a deep looking gash on it.
"Oh my god Booth. What
happened?!"
I looked in his eyes and saw the sadness, pain
and need of comfort and I guess he saw the worry and sadness in mine
because he began talking.
"I got in a fight. I was walking
home with a friend and...someone came out of nowhere and began
beating on him. I tried to help but then another guy came from behind
and began trying to hold me back. I finally...hit...hit the guy
holding me and then I went after the other one but my friend...he was
already...was already...gone. I tried to fight the other guy but the
two of them together I just- They had a knife and so that's where
that came from."
"Oh my god."
"I just left
the crime scene after being cleared. Refused to let the EMT check me
out because I needed to see you. My friend...he was another FBI agent
and I...I let my friend get stabbed. I held him in my
arms."
"Booth...it's not your fault. There was nothing
you could have done. You said it yourself, they overpowered you. You
were being held back and even though you were overpowered, you fought
back hard Booth. You got cut and you still tried to fight back. His
death...it wasn't your fault. You dont have to feel guilty. It was
nobody's fault but the two people who attacked you."
"No
Bones, I could...I should've been able to save him. He didn't
deserve to die. Why kill him and leave me alive?"
"I
dont know."
"He...he had a wife and two kids."
I
felt so bad for him and yet I couldn't think of anything that I
could do. I had been told that I had no people skills whatsoever and
that I tend to make situations worse them better them but I couldn't
just watch him suffer. I didn't know if what I was about to do
would work but I took the risk.
I put my hand on the side of his
face, bringing our eyes to meet and gently caressed the soft skin.
"This is not your fault. You can't blame yourself for
something you had no control over."
There was silence for a
matter of moments while I continued to caress his cheek. I had no
idea if it there was any cause for it but what I did know was that it
felt good to be touching him.
"Now, you stay here." I
stood and went in the bathroom to retrieve the first aid kit and
walked back to find him in the same place, hands in his lap. I knelt
down again and said,
"I need your shirt off."
"I
had his blood on my hands."
"Booth, im going to take
your shirt off."
"His 3 year wedding anniversary is
coming up."
I began unbuttoning his shirt slowly. I pulled it
off and examined the wound on his shoulder. I treated it carefully,
he winced a little at some parts but he was trying to remain strong.
I bandaged it up. When I was done, our eyes caught and we stared
deep into each others eyes. Then out of nowhere...
He leaned in and gently brushed his lips against mine. I was shocked at first but as the kiss intensified, my hands made their way around his neck pulling him closer. He was the first to pull back panting.
