So Monija (floratencha) is on vacation, and I, her beta (Ariel J) has finally recovered from surgery and she left me in charge of her laptop, which was signed in so I figured I'd put this up, since we planned to put it up when she got back. I also updated her bio page and if I am working on the next chapter of "So much for my happy Ending." Lots of typos and it is like 7 pages typed. This is Set after Breaking Dawn.
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The sounds of his footsteps sent shivers up my spine. Damn. Why did he have to do that to me? The way his panting put my already overheated skin on fire. God. I wasn't supposed to feel this way with anyone but Sam. He was my life and he had thrown me away like a doll.
"Walk any slower, Wolf-girl?" His voice was deep and it did nothing to help clear the fog from my head.
"Hey, Embryo. Shut the fuck up!" He growled and it sent me on fire.
"Don't call me that!" I didn't need to look at him to know that he was shaking.
"Why not, that is your name isn't it?" I was pinned down to the ground and some how he was straddling me. My breathing began to become panted as he shifted on top of me. He had no idea what he was doing to me.
"Apologize." He leaned down whispering in my ear.
"Not a chance." I said as I shifted under him in an attempt to get out of his grasp.
"Then I guess we will be here all night." I sighed when he readjusted himself into a more comfortable position on top of me. He had no idea how much I would love it, if we did stay here all night.
"Fine." I snapped and he grinned, getting ready to accept the apology that he thought I was going to give. "Sorry, that I called you by your name." He growled and I tensed myself for the hit he was planning. What I didn't expect was him moving off of me.
"Wimp." I mumbled dusting the dirt off of me as I pulled to myself to my feet. It seemed that the heat had left my body when he had removed himself from me.
"Bitch." I don't know why but that comment hurt deep down. I was a bitch. A female dog. A werewolf… Excuse me, shape-shifter.
"Sorry, didn't know you had feelings." His voice has lost it's teasing now a little and I think that he is being serious now. I don't know why but that angered me.
"No one does! I'm just Leah. The stupid, idiotic, bitch that no one cares about. No one wants me and I will die that way. Why don't you just kill me now? Save Sam the job of doing it later." I sneered his name as my eyes start to burn with the force of the tears that wanted to spill.
"I-I. I can't do that Leah."
"Oh right, because you are the angelic Embry. No one thinks of you the way they think of me. Everyone loves you, and eventually, you'll imprint and live in happy ever after and I'll be the hated maiden until my death."
"I don't think that is true." He is so close to me I can almost feel his breath on me. His hand snakes up my back and I suffocate a sigh of relief, and comfort… I love the way he makes me feel
"Cut the bull crap, Embry. Everyone hates me!" I attempted to push him away from me but he caught my hand, kissing each of my knuckles. I stopped.
"I don't hate you Leah. It's the complete opposite. I love you."
"Don't say that. Don't tell me that." It feels as if the world has stopped spinning and all I can notice is his eyes. His brown chocolate eyes.
"It's true."
"Don't say it!" I break from his grasp turning my back on him. "Don't say that."
"But, it's true. Leah it is true. I will never imprint, and even if I do I will never leave you."
"Shut up!" I screamed breaking into a sprint phasing before I was a mile away. The sounds of the animals of the forest calmed me as I finally stopped miles away from him. My breathing was ragged as I tried to control my breathing.
"Leah." He whispered causing me to growl.
"Leave me alone."
"I'll never say it again if that makes you happy. I'm sorry, but I want you… so bad."
"And I want a mocha latte, but you don't see any drink appearing in thin air." I waved my hand in the air to empathize what I was saying.
"So what? You won't have me."
"You fleabag ass… No, I won't have you. I can't have you, even if I wanted too. You'll leave me, and I'll have to go through this over again." His hands caressed my bare arms.
"Let's not think about later. Only think about now." He whispered and I nodded. Turning to face him I kissed him passionately like I had never kissed anyone before.
"I love you." I whispered.
"I love you more." He whispered kissing my exposed shoulder causing me to shiver. It felt so good. I mean everyone deserves their own happy ending. Even if it was only for a moment.