Disclaimer: I do not own these characters or anything Twilight related! After breaking Dawn…..

Hi I'm Kahleigh, ok this is not my first story but this is my first story that I will be adding chapters to, so yeah if you like this , read my friends it's the same story but from a different POV! This story is from Renesmee's POV but more towards the end will be Jacob's. So yeah. EXTREMELY OOC!!!!

Short summary: Renesmee gets stolen and raped...But by who? Marriage, pregnancy, love, hate, defeat, all that stuff and more!! Sorry summary not good but story will be better!! THE ACTION WILL START IN THE 3RD CHAPTER!!!

Dear diary, I'm six years old now...and I look like a twelve year old.

I slammed the old book shut and slouched in the white rocking chair I was sitting in. My room looked so dull. I wish it were painted like an electric blue or blood red. Blood, yum. I love human blood it's decadent and refreshing. It's too bad I can't have some, any more. It would break the treaty thing and stuff like that. (Sigh). Jacob. I hang around him a lot now-days, and all his werewolf friends too. Jacob has been talking a lot about "imprinting"…although I don't know what that is. I prance to my closet putting on my fuchsia, hooded shirt and my black shorts.

" Renesmee".

My mom insists on calling me by my full first name instead of Nessie like everybody else. I slowly strut downstairs expecting to have to clean something or have to go to Esme and Carlisle's house so mom and dad can have…"alone time". Disgusting.

"Renesmee Car-!"

I'm already downstairs before she can get my name out. I'm fast when I need to be, like when my mom says my whole name. Ugh. I'm in trouble.

"Why is there blood stains on the carpet? What have I told you about cleaning yourself up BEFORE you walk on the carpet after we go hunting with Jacob?"

I think about Jacob immediately after she says his name. Jacob. "Oh no I don't think this is ever going to come out!" my mom's voice drifts slowly in and out like the music on my IPod. It's broken. Why does he even wear a shirt? He's so- "ughem" I'm cut off by my dad's sarcastic coughing to remind me he can hear me. I spit out my tongue at him. He ruins all my fantasy moments. He is the only one who knows I like Jacob, thank God. "What do you have to say for yourself young lady? Renesmee are you listening to me?" No, I silently laugh, finding this whole ordeal funny, considering she lectures me every time we get back from hunting.

I clean up the mess before we head off to Esme and Carlisle's house. (I call them that because I now know they are not my true grandparents.) I hate cleaning, my room shows it too, but I get the job done anyways.

I can hear the light stepping of my family socializing and talking about 100 feet away from the grand, white house, and I smell…Jacob, and bacon. Ok then. Anyways, Jacob is always there on Saturday mornings. Well, he's there almost every morning actually. Jacob is usually he only werewolf there, but occasionally Seth or Embry is there, too. Today though, Jacob is the only one there. We approach the house as my mom, dad, and I normally do. I smell food, delicious home-made food. Esme loves showing off her cooking skills whenever is possible. Like when Jacob and I are there. I love when she cooks breakfast for us. Its pancakes today, yum. I walk in first and go straight to hug Jacob. Then to the rest of my family, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Carlisle, Esme, and Alice (well she ran up to me before I had the chance). I sit down and eat with my Jacob. Right before we are done eating, Alice comes down from her room and just stares at me, causing me to get a chain-reaction from my dad.

At about 7:30 we head home. My parents retreat to their bedroom for the night, and I go to my bedroom to read from my book Letters for Emily. Poor Emily, her grandfather has Alzheimer's. After reading 7 chapters of my book, I put on my silk pajamas and get in my oven like bed. Ah warmth. My hand absent mindedly grabs my IPod and turns to my favorite song, Hide and seek by Imogene Heap. My eyes flutter close at about halfway through the song and I go to my fantasy place where all is good and happy, with Jacob.