I wrote this after watching Rent. I see that fics bases on some of the songs has been a trend in the last few days, if was not my intent to follow the trend.
Also, not my intent to write a Post Ep for Twilight, but here it is. I've been told it's sad, I cried while writing it, so take that as you want...could be a kleenx warning.
I promise you all that I am working on my Untitled and I may have come up w/ a title...I just gotta find a way to make it smaller than it is.
Without You
It wasn't supposed to be this way. If anything it should have been me. I sit here and stare at your desk and wonder why you aren't here. Logically I know you are here. You're down on one of Ducky's tables, but you are supposed to be sitting at your desk or I guess at this hour at home in your bed, sleeping.
He said it was me he was after. I should have known better. He was always after you, even when he wasn't. I should have protected you better. I should have fought the director when he put on as my protection detail. It's one thing to protect the President and know that you could be killed in the line of duty, but to protect me. I should have known he was after you.
I can't help but just stare at the empty desk next to mine. You should be there. Fighting with Tony. Defending McGee. Laughing with Abby when you're supposed to be doing paper work. Teasing Ducky about his stories. You should be here.
Should be here with me.
I know I should be thinking of finding that bastard that did this to you, but all I can do is stare at that desk that should have a vibrant woman sitting behind it.
I should have done better. Protected you better. Taught you better. Loved you better.
What am I going to do without you?
How will the team be now that you're not here?
Who will fight with Tony?
Who will Tony next try to black mail with a wet t-shirt contest photo?
Who will defend McGee against Tony?
Who will listen to Ducky's stories without interruption?
Who will Abby go to the spa with?
Who will I stare at, at points through out the day?
What will happen to our team, our family without you?
Who will I love, now that you aren't here?
What will I do without you?
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