A.N: I do not own Hetalia.
Songfic losely based off Taylor Swift's song The Last Time.
Natalia looked at herself in the mirror. She used to be more than this. She used to be more then chasing after her brother and scaring away everyone from him. She sat the hair brush down and focused on her eyes. They weren't as bright as before. They used to be a clear, crystal blue. A boy from childhood said they were like diamonds. Now, after years of chasing her brother, those diamonds were a murky watery blue. She wished she had thought to take care of herself more. Surely with proper nutrition and sleep, she would still have those eyes a boy loved so long ago.
She moved her gaze to her lips. They were once soft, but were chapped from her biting her lips and from waiting out in the cold, waiting for him to open the door and let her share his warmth. He never did. She would fall asleep on the cold stoop and would wake up in her warm bed. She knew who it was that carried her there and put her to bed like a child. He knew she knew. They never talked about it though. He loved her and she loved her brother.
She started to pick up the brush to untangle her hair from a restless night of sleep. She blinked back tears. Why was she even bothering with any of this? Why was she bothering to get him to love her? She sighed and started to cry into her hands. She wanted to give him at least one final chance. All of them deserved it. Even her brother, though he has hurt them all. He deserved a chance to stop her from hurting her this one last time. She reached for the white bow and transfixed it in her hair.
Standing up she straightened her dress. There was nothing left to do but tell her brother, and if that didn't work, there was only one person left that may still love her. He had only one chance to give her a reason not to leave them all. She hated herself for everything that happened. She placed the blame on herself. He would never have gotten beaten by her brother if he didn't love her so much. She hated him for being so weak but yet… oddly enough she had grown to love him.
Sorry it is short. I hope you enjoyed it though. In case you didn't catch the main HE is Lithuania.