I rolled over on my side as the sun came up through the window. I watched my sleeping twin and I could feel my anger boil. Abby was always the girl that everyone wanted to be in Amity. I never envied her for that, we were two different people and I never gave up anything for her unwillingly. But now I may had to give up my choice to live my own life for her. All because she was something that she may not even know. Yesterday we took the test to tell us who we were. The Abnegation women pulled me aside after my test.

"Is something wrong with my results?" I asked her.

"No you scoured Dauntless," I felt excitement at that moment until she broke the news, "your sister though she's Divergent." I knew what Divergent was who didn't. "Your sister is Amity Erudite and Abnegation which puts her in danger. You're going to have to stay in the same faction as her or she'll be found out and will be killed." That was the moment my sister's perfect Amity life collided with mine. I was supposed to give up my happiness and belonging for her. My anger boiled deep in my gut and I wanted to lash out at her. But instead I just nodded and that was it. Later that night before Abigail and I fell asleep she asked me.

"So what were your results?" she asked as she cuddled up with her pillow. I turned my back to her and pulled my blanket over my shoulder.

"It doesn't matter," I told her.

"Of course it does," Abby said in a happy tone, "I want to know what faction you belong to," my whole life I never felt like I belonged anywhere and I looked forward to the test day so I could leave and belong somewhere for once. I rolled over onto my stomach and I looked her in the eye.

"It doesn't matter because I'm going where ever you are," I told her.

"You don't have to do that," she seemed shocked and confused with my answer. I shook my head

"I have too…" I decided to lie to her "I can't imagine being someplace without my twin," Abby looked down at her pillow then back at me.

"If it doesn't matter why won't you tell me?" she had a point so I told her.

"I tested as Dauntless," Abby nodded and rolled over to sleep.

"I love you Lilly," she said quietly.

"I love you to Abs," I rolled back over and I had only gotten a second worth of sleep. I looked over at Abigail's sleeping form. I was stuck with whatever faction she chose and I had to be happy with it. All I could hope for was that it wasn't Erudite. I wasn't smart at all and it was obvious so fitting it wouldn't work.

"ABBY! LILLY! WAKE UP!" my three year old sister came in and jumped onto my gut. "Mommy is making breakfast!" Abby rolled over and smiled at Audrey. Audrey looked like the rest of us in the family Blond hair, pale skin, and warm brown eyes. Abigail sat up and let out yawn. She glanced at me and I looked away from her.

"What's mom making?" I asked Audrey.

"PANCAKES!" she squealed and ran out of the room. I looked over at Abby and she shrugged. We pulled ourselves out of bed and pulled on our nice cloths. I pulled on a red long sleeved shirt and my yellow flowing skirt and Abby pulled on a similar outfit but she had an out but her top was orange and her skirt was red. We pulled on our matching sandals and went down stairs. The house was filled with a warm homey sent and full of sun light. Our mother was in the kitchen singing as she cooked and our brothers Aston and Asa set the table. I knew nothing was going to change because knowing Abigail she was going to choose Amity. It made my anger boil at the thought of me staying here for the rest of my life.I loved my family and I knew they loved me but Amity wasn't a faction I belonged to. I was always getting into fights and I always ended up getting injected with peace serum (which rarely worked). My mom turned around and smiled at the both of us.

"Morning girls," she greeted. Abby went over and hugged and kissed our mother. My mother knowing how much I hated being touch just rubbed my arms. I could see that it hurt both of my parents that I didn't like being touched. I was just glad they respected the fact I hated being touched. I knew one girl that hated being touched as well and her father resented her for it.

"Lil can you help us set the table?" thirteen year old Aston asked me. I gave him a smile and messed his hair up.

"Sure," I grabbed the cups and set all seven down as Aston set down the plates and eleven year old Asa handled the forks and knives. I was the oldest of five children and my family was happy, despite my existence. My parents did try to get along with me but, I wasn't Amity. It turned out my whole life I was dauntless. But they tried that's all I could ask for right?

"Lilly can you sing?" Audrey was sitting in her spot and leaning on the table. I don't know why but people always preferred my singing over Abby's. Everyone in my family picked up that I hated it when people wanted me to sing for them. So it was a rarity when ever I did sing.

"Audrey honey I don't think Lilly feels well enough to sing," I looked at my mother and smiled. my mother always covered for me when Audrey asked me to sing.

"Actually mom I'm okay with it," I decided if Abby chose either Erudite or Abnegation I might as well leave one good memory while I was still here. "What song do you want to hear?" I asked my little sister.

"SLEEP!" I smiled as she asked the only song she ever wanted to hear from me.

"Sing me to sleep,
Sing me to sleep,
I'm tired and I..
I want to go to bed"

My mom leaned back and smiled as I sang for my sister.

"Sing me to sleep,
Sing me to sleep,
And then leave me alone.
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone.
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know,

Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go."

My dad walked into the room at that moment. He smiled as he noticed I was singing. My family stood around and watched me sing.

"Sing me to sleep,
Sing me to sleep,
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore"

Suddenly smoke started filling the room and my mom started panicking.

"SHIT!" she cursed and flipped over the pancake as it burned. I started laughing as my mother burnt yet another pancake. I loved my mother and there was always one burnt thing out of everything she made. If I did leave this faction that was always going to be one thing I missed, along with the sounds of my youngest sister playing and My brothers trying to help and trying to grow up faster. "Alright time to sit down and have breakfast," I sat down next to Asa and Aston across from Audrey.

"Can I go to the choosing?" Aston asked.

"No you can wait till it's your turn," my father told him.

"That's in another three years," Aston argued.

"He's just curious," Abby defended him.

"Absolutely not," mother said. "If one of both of your sisters goes into another faction I don't want you to see that," My mother didn't believe in cutting all ties with a family member even if they change factions. But my mother didn't like to see a child leaving home to another faction either. She explained it as having a feeling that a parent had done something wrong. With that I decided a long time ago I would never have kids. I ate my breakfast in silence as my family kept with their conversation. Once I was done I took the plates and cups and took them to the sink. I started to fill the sink with water to wash the dishes when my mother pulled me aside. "I'll take care of them," she told me and rubbed my arms. She took in a deep breath "whatever faction you choose I'll always love you and I forgive you," I smiled and I decided to do the nice thing for my mother and I hugged her. My mother hugged me tightly and kissed my temple. "Thank you," she whispered. I pulled away from her and she said. "I love you as much as the ever expanding universe,"

"I love you too mom,"

"Alright let's get going," my father grabbed his hat and headed out the door. Abby walked over and hugged and kissed our mother. I left the house with Abby and our dad looked at us.

"Ready?" he asked with a smile. I looked at Abby and I was ready to go into whatever faction she chose. I promised to protect her and I was keeping my promise. No matter how much it caused my anger to boil. Abby, dad and I hopped into the truck and it drove with the other Amities who were going into the city. I watched Amity shrink away into the distance and I couldn't help but feel I wouldn't be home for a while. Abby took my hand and squeezed it. I looked at her and she had a sorrowful look on her face.

"We don't have to be in the same faction," she whispered to me so dad couldn't hear.

"I'm going to choose whatever faction you do," she nodded and sat back on the truck. She let her eyes go back to Amity and I did too. We stopped at the wall and a couple of Dauntless guards started looking over the truck. One of the guards stopped and looked at me. as I looked at him further I noticed he wasn't dressed the same as the guards. He was tall and had tattoos going up his neck and two piercings in his eye brow.

"Going to choosing ceremony?" he asked me.

"Yeah so?" I snapped at him.

"Lilly," my father said instantly. I sat back and rolled my eyes.

"Yes sir I am going to the choosing ceremony, how is your day?" I put on this fake sweet voice. The dauntless man scowled and looked to my father then back at me.

"I think I preferred your rudeness," he walked away. The truck started rolling again and we went through the gate. The dauntless guy's face stuck in my mind as wedrove all the way up to the hub. Some of the Amities had gotten an early start and had walked to the hub. Some people were already going into the building when the truck stopped. Dad hopped out of the truck and started helping people off the truck. I jumped off the truck without any help. Abby took dad's help and set gently to the ground. I noticed something was wrong with Abby. I couldn't place a finger on it but something was different about her. She was quiet as always but there something off about her.

"Alright," our father broke me from my train of thought. He started moving forward into the building. Many people stopped and waited for the elevator while the Abnegation people took the stairs. My father looked over and hummed. "Probably faster huh?" he asked us.

"Yes it would be since by the time we finally get an elevator the stair way would be clear." Abby said sounding smart. Our dad smiled at her and we fallowed the Abnegation people up the stairs. We made it into the room and we took a seat with our faction.

"Jed Albright?" a dauntless women crossed the room. Our father smiled and hugged her.

"It's been ages," he smiled. "Girls this is an old friend of mine," both Abby and I greeted her. "Do you have a kid they're age?"

"Yeah he just turned sixteen," she smiled proudly. A blond Erudite women called everyone to take their seats "Well it was great to see you Jed,"

"Like wise Helen," they hugged and parted ways. Dad sat back down next to Abby and the ceremony began. The leaders spoke to everyone and I didn't pay attention to most of it. I was going back home or to Abnegation or Erudite. Whatever faction Abby was going to I was going too. Abby took my hand and squeezed it as they began calling people by they're names. We watched many people choose their own faction but then we watched a dauntless boy choose our faction. He was the first transfer we then watched more kids transfer over or stay. Abby's hand tightened around my hand. I knew she was nervous just by the way she squeezed my hand.

"Abigail Albright," The woman called Abby's name. She looked at dad then me and got up. She walked slowly and calmly to the stage. She stood straight and proper like and Abnegation girl. She took the knife slice her hand open. She looked from her hand and to me. That instant I knew something was wrong. She moved her hand over a bowl that I couldn't see. Then it seemed as the room became silent as I heard the faint sizzle of liquid onto hot coals.

"Dauntless," I looked at my dad he was in shock. We both were, Abby was Divergent but she wasn't Dauntless she was kind as Amity, selfless as Abnegation and Smart as Erudite. She wasn't brave like Dauntless she was the exact opposite of Dauntless.

She's going to die! I screamed in my head.

"Lillian Albright," I looked up at the women as she called my name. I looked at my dad and I wrapped my arms around him tightly.

"I'll keep her safe," I promised him.

"Make sure you both make it through initiation," he told me.

"I promise," I let go of my dad and I got out of my seat. I walked fast down the aisle towards the stage. I jogged up the couple of steps and I looked at the Erudite women. Her eyes looked cold and I turned my gaze from her and to the knife. I picked it up the knife and I sliced my hand open. I stood over the five bowls and I let my blood pool in my hand. I Looked at Abby who was sitting in between two dauntless born initiates. I looked back at the bowls and my bleeding hand. I told her that I tested as Dauntless and that I would choose whatever faction she was in. I had to protect her and she chose the hardest faction to do that with. I closed my eyes and I let my blood drip into the bowl of coals. My new faction cheered as they did with Abby. They pulled me into their faction they sat me next to Abby. I sent a glare at Abby and all she did was smile.

"What are you doing?" I whispered to her.

"You told me that you were going into whatever faction I was," she told me. I looked forward and watched an abnegation boy chose our old faction.

"You are going to get yourself killed!" I spoke a little too loudly. My anger began to boil over and I was close to punching her in the face. She looked down at her hands and I turned back to watch an Amity kid go choose his own faction. "We're not done talking yet," I told her. I couldn't believe it my twin sister went to dauntless and better yet I went with her. I looked up at our dad and I could see pain in his eyes yet pride. Soon the ceremony was over and now there were a couple of Candor, Erudite and one Abnegation girl with us. They dismissed us by each faction and once dauntless was dismissed I made sure we kept with our conversation.

"Why did you go to dauntless?" I asked her as we headed for the stairs. Abby kept her eyes to the ground. I pulled Abby to the side and I made sure she was looking me in the eye. "Answer me! why Dauntless?"

"Because you were going to throw away the one change of belonging!" she snapped at me.

"That's stupid!" I yelled at her with my anger boiling over like lava "do you have a death wish?" a few of the dauntless kids looked at us as they went past us. I shot them glares and they started running. I sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose. She was going to make it that protecting her so people wouldn't find out she was divergent a living hell. I looked up to see most of the Dauntless kids were already down stairs and running. "Let's go," I grabbed her wrist and we started running. Abby was a slow runner so I had to drag her a bit so we could catch up with the Dauntless kids. I smiled a bit because nobody was giving me any looks while I ran. I was seen a Dauntless now and nobody questioned it. The Dauntless kids stopped and waited for a second. I looked at all of them and they were looking down the tracks when I heard it. It was the train's horn and it was coming closer. I looked down the line and there it was turning around the corner. The Dauntless kids whooped and cheered and began to run. I smiled and I started running too soon the train was zooming past us. I watched one Dauntless born boy jump on and hit the sensor and opened all of the doors. I watched kid after kid jump on and roll into the train. I looked behind me and saw Abby looked very red as she ran to try to keep up with the train. I looked at the rail bar and I grabbed it and pulled myself into the train car. Once I was safe inside I swung my head out the door and saw a couple of kids still running. One was the abnegation girl the other my sister. "Abs come on!" She grabbed the rail and pulled herself up. I smiled as she threw herself in the car next to the one I was in. I leaned against the door and sighed.

She made it, thank god, I thought. I looked up and around me. I was with Dauntless kids and they were all laughing as they spoke with transfers. I smiled that moment as I realized where I was. I'm going to Dauntless. I started laughing because for once in my life I was going to belong somewhere. No one would question why I ran everywhere, I would no longer be attempted to be drugged with peace serum when I got into a fight, I was free. I was free to finally be myself and I loved it.


took me forever to get this chapter some what right so please be nice. the chapter will get better (I hope) I will also be taking aspect from both movie and book. like the description of Eric from the movie. Admit it Jai Courtney is hot and we love him as Eric. also the main character will get nicer.