These last 2 years has been very difficult for me, I lost the love of my life I don't know if I'll ever find love like that ever again. It's all my fault and now I have to watch her in another woman's arms. I am sick of being alone, but I don't know if I am ready for another relationship because I'll just screw it up like I did with Callie.I stopped believing in love. I was sick of moping around and just watch Callie and penny together. If Callie can move on so can I.
I am terrified of moving on , It has been years since iv flirted what if I lost my game. I need support but I don't have very many people once I lost Callie I lost friendships. One person, I know I do have is Richard, I know I can trust him because he has been there for me when no one else is, he is my best friend. I know if I'm going to get back out there I'll need a wingman I need to convince Richard to come with me to the gay bar.
I know Richard's shift was done in 10mins so I waited outside anxiously waiting for his arrival. I was playing angry birds on my phone when Richard started walking towards me.
Richard came up to me and said "Hey Robbins, how was your day?"
I responded, "I had a tough day but I'm hanging in there."
"Are you sure? because you know I'm always here for you right?"
"of course Richard I know your always there for me"
"Is there anything I can do for you"
"Actually yes, I was wondering if you would want to go to trivia night with me Friday night?"
"Sure I would love that!"
"Great! Don't worry we will Have an amazing time it's going to be Awesome!"
"I can't wait for Robbins I'll see you then."
"Thank you so much Richard, your Amazing! "
"It's my pleasure, Well you have a good night, I'll see you then."
"See you Friday has a goodnight"
"you too," Richard said as he walked away.
I never thought I would find true love again. I didn't know this now but I this was the start of something new. Because of this decision, I found the girl I have been waiting for. I never thought I would find this kind of love again.