Confused

Hey everyone this is my first fanfiction so all reviews are accepted. This story takes place after "the last dance" episode and instead of taking Bonnie to the witch's' haunted mansion Damon takes her back to the boarding house with Jeremy. I don't own the vampire diaries but I would sure like too.

Chapter 1

Jeremy jumped out of the passager side door of Damon car and followed the vampire to the truck which Damon had opened. He watched the older man lifted his girlfriend's body out of the truck. Jeremy wanted to hold Bonnie instead of Damon but just looking at her made Jeremy want to cry; he had already lost two girls to death he couldn't stand it if he lost Bonnie too.

"So what are we going to do with her?" Jeremy asked as he stared at Damon.

The vampire didn't answer right away, his face was stony looking. Jeremy had gotten used to this look; this was Damon cutting off all emotion. Jeremy remembered back at the school when Damon told him about Bonnie the vampire had tears in his eyes the human boy figured that Damon was turning off his emotions to protect his badass reputation.

"We aren't doing anything. I'm going to bring the witch up to a guest room while you look for my brother and your sister and tell them what's going on." Damon said patronizingly.

Jeremy glared he hated it when anyone treated him like a little kid but he held the boarding house door open for his dead-soon to be brought back to life by magic- girlfriend who was in the arms of an ex-psychopath.

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When Damon was absolutely sure that Jeremy had gone off to find Elena and Stefan, Damon quickly ran at vampire speed up the stairs and into the nearest guest bedroom. He carefully set Bonnie on the bed and sat in a chair next to her. He folded his hands together and set his chin on them and watched the little witch. He let all his emotions loose at once and tears almost spilled over. Damon didn't understand why he was so upset he didn't love Bonnie no he loved Elena, right?

Looking at Bonnie currently dead face reminded him of another's face that he had to bury alone not too long ago. With a dull ache in his chest Damon remembered because of his own stupidity and jealous he condemned an innocent Rose to death. But Bonnie was not his lover or "special friend" she was barely even his friend she was more like an ex-enemy who had to be partnered with him so many times to save a common love one that they eventually called a truce. So why was he crying over her death even though she was coming back?

Damon sighed his love life started out horribly and will continue to be horrible till the end of time.

Damon remembered what it was how easy it was to fall in love Katherine. He was drawn to her like a moth to a flame because they were so much alike; they both understood the darkness in the world and embraced it. Damon overlooked Katherine's selfishness and vanity because of her ability to make anything fun and life bearable. When she was locked in the tomb Damon made it his soul mission to get her out but along the way what Damon didn't realize that he was becoming Katherine. Damon had to preserve her memory until he got her back he began to idolize her, he stole her style, her cleverness, and even her hatred of the world. Damon became his very own Katherine, one that he could never lose. That is until Damon found out the bitch never loved him just used him, just like he used every throw away girl. That's when Damon's heart shattered.

When Damon's heart shattered Elena came to pick up the pieces. Elena thought she was comforting him like a friend would comfort another friend but to Damon this was a fresh start with a new player. Damon knew Elena was everything Katherine was not she acted with her heart instead of her head; her compassion levels were way off the chart. Elena was a better, sweeter, and holier version of Katherine and Damon fell in love with her as well. But like her ancestor Elena was completely and utterly in love with his younger brother. For the sake of their brothership Damon tried to stay away from Elena and just protect her but Elena's pull was too strong so here he was again fighting his only brother for a girl they both love. Fate can be so cruel sometimes.

Damon shook his head quickly determine to keep those agonizing feelings away.

Suddenly Damon's ears picked up on Bonnie's heart beat again she may be alive but she was still unconscious. His spirits lifted again.

Now Bonnie was a whole different story altogether. The first time he ever met Bonnie was when she was born. Because of his deal with Emily Damon was obligated to be there when every Bennett was born. Damon remember when he first held 'Judgey' in his arms; her small but bright green eyes stared at him with curiosity and recognition, when he looked into her eyes he felt so much warmth that it scared him and nearly caused him to drop her.

When he met Bonnie again (looking for his crystal) he found out that Bonnie was extremely loyal, protective, sassy, and don't forget judgemental.

What surprised Damon the most about her was the fact that she wasn't afraid or intimidated by him whatever insult he threw at her, she hurled right back at him.

Damon didn't know exactly when Bonnie stopped hating him but he was glad that she didn't anymore. Damon stared at the young witch again he had to admit she looked really foxy in her 60's gear and dancing was the best time he had in weeks. The look on Jeremy was priceless when he spun his girlfriend like a top.

Damon heard his brother, Elena, and the Gilbert boy on the stairs, Elena was sobbing. Damon sighed and got up from his chair and lightly kissed Bonnie the top of her head before anyone could come in. He saw the witch start to stir and open her eyes. He met her eyes again and green orbs met blue her eyes still showed the same curiosity and recognition that she had when she was born but Damon felt a different him kind of warmth than before. He heard the trio run through the door quickly to see their witch. Damon moved to the door way without breaking eye contact with her so she knew that he wouldn't leave.

Katherine, Elena, and Bonnie three entirely different women but he cared for each one of them.

The question was who did he love? It would be Hell if he knew.

So that ends the first moment. The next moment will be Bonnie's love dilemma. Can't wait for the next one! Please review.