She sat quietly in class writing her last words down in a letter, what was there left to be said, expect all the hope she had was gone. She didn't know what tomorrow would bring for her, and she didn't want to know because tonight, tonight brought with it the end. A silent goodbye…
Not one tear rolled down her rosy cheeks as she wrote the letter, to that one person who deserved to understand more than any other. She thought of how happy she would be, just to be free what it would be like to float peacefully away from this horrid life, to be free of all this lost hope, of all this pain. Clary didn't know what would come when it all ended she wasn't even the littlest bit scared of what would come with it, she just knew for once she wouldn't have to rely on Jace for happiness. She would be free and for the first time in so long she would be happy.
Clary sat quietly on her bed, watching as the light shimmered across a fierce blade that lay just in front of her. She thought back to when she had dropped her letter in to Jace's locker and had ran away, by the time he found the letter it would be too late, she would be lying in her own blood a smile on her face with the hope of happiness left glittering away in her eyes.
The thought brought a sad smile to her face, she didn't want to hurt Jace the way she knew she was about to, but for once in her life she was making it about herself. Slowly she picked up the blade and ran it slowly across her thigh, tears pricked at the back of her eyes threating to fall but Clary didn't care as she slowly moved the blade across her thigh once again. Not being able to take it anymore Clary slowly lifted the blade to her chest and plunged it forward, the blade piercing through her chest, and ever so slowly the blade feel from her hands as Clary fell to the floor with only one thought on her mind…Finally.