Long Way Down
"Pettigrew…" Sirius growled as he saw him, "little rat…"
Oh here you are
There's nothing left to say
You're not supposed to be that way
"You betrayed Lily and James, now Harry's alone!" He pulled out his wand, Peter gave him a smile as he yelled out loudly, "HOW COULD YOU BETRAY JAMES AND LILY? HOW COULD YOU??"
Did they push you out?
Did they throw you away?
"You little rat! They never did anything to you, they accepted you when no one else did, we all accepted you!"
A flash filled the street.
Touch me now and I don't care
When you take me I'm not there
Almost human but I'll never be the same
Sirius began laughing, Peter was the traitor, Peter who had bearly passed. Peter the shy. Peter the coward. Peter the one who hung onto the edges of the group. PETER!
Long way down I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down I don't want to live in here for long (alone)
Long way down I don't think I'll make it on my own
I never put you down I never pushed you away
You're not supposed to be that way
He stopped laughing once the hit wizards cuffed him, "Prongs.." he whispered, "Lily…HARRY! He'll go after Harry, after all I-we did for him, we never told him to go off, that he wasn't welcome, we never pushed him away. We were supposed to be friends forever, Marauders forever…
And anything you want there's nothing I could say
Is there anything to feel?
Do you feel sorry for this Peter? Is there enough left of you to feel remorse?
Is it pain that makes you real?
Cut me off before it kills me
.Azkaban…dementors…Peter, are you happy now? You have the Order of Merlin, posthumously. The Marauders are gone, me in Azkaban, Moody…the only free alive one, you- a traitor, and James is…
I never put you down I never pushed you away
Take another piece of me
I think I now understand why you turned to Voldermort. He gave you power, power that you never had. I will never forgive you, I will never feel sorry for you, but now, I understand you.
Give my mind a new disease
And the black and white world never fades to gray.
I'll get you Peter…I'll make you sorry for what you did to James, to Lily, to poor Harry living with muggles, to Remus, alone again, and what you did to me.
You will pay.
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