I don't own anything regarding Criminal Minds nor make any money of it.
WARNING: Reid is a bit OOC here.. It contains drug abuse and character death.
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I'm sitting alone here in this cold and dark apartment
Everything around me is silent and peaceful
Only the distant sound of cars outside…
The water dripping from the bath faucet –
Interrupt the perfect serenity
Nothing here seems right but no-one cares
The world is running past me
But I'm left behind with my fears
I yearn to be recognized again, to be heard and understood
Yet nobody hears my silent cries of help
So I turn to the only think that helps me forget my misery
At first I'm anxious-
I hurriedly get my bag and retrieve the necessary items
The cool feel of the little bottle relaxes my tense nerves
At that moment I know that what I'm about to do is right
So I measure out the desired amount…
Strap the rubber band around my arm…
And forget all my worries as I enter heaven
This is how they find me-
Slumped over on my bathroom floor…
The needle still in my arm,
And a half empty bottle of dilaudid beside me
Some are shocked, others start to cry
But I have a smile on my face
For I have found my peace for all eternity