Why...All I ever wanted was for her to be happy...for her to live a happy life, for her to be proud of me...the truth hurts...a lot, its like, an uncontrollable amount of responsibility, more than any cat can possibly handle, The truth is like a tick, you cant get rid of it, or hide from it. The truth hurts...
It hurts to know that the cats you thought were friends, despised you, hated you...wanted you dead.
It hurts to know that your mother was blind to the obvious, like nothing could go wrong.
It hurts to know that the leader, expects higher of you than others.
It hurts to know that the only one you know you can trust, turns your back on you when you needed her the most.
It hurts to know that no matter how hard I try, I will never live to their expectations.
It hurts to know that the whole clan, expects the best and highest out of you.
It hurts to know that you don't have any real friends.
It hurts to know that you have to be perfect in everyone's eyes.
It hurts to know that everyone you care about is gone.
It hurts to know that, you cant change what you have done in the past.
It hurts to know the truth.
This is my life.
So, here is one of my newest stories! This has nothing to do with my life personally, obviously. It is going to be a pretty dramatic and sad story, well...hopefully.
So, this is about a Shadowclan cat, from her kithood all the way to her death. Yep. Not gonna spoil anything ;) So...hopefully you find this a bit interesting! Enjoy! More chapters to come!