Even though,
you were just one door away.
I could not reach you.
It would be too
disrespectful. (apparently)
I just wanted to hold you one last time.
I had never meant for this to end
the way it has.
But,
I refuse to dwell
and I will not regret
Anything
I am going to move on.
I hope all is well
on the other side.
As I will come and join you,
if you'd let me.
But
I don't think you will.
So I will try to be happy
Without you.
(which is hard)