WARNINGS!: Nonconsensual sex, semi-consensual sex, consensual sex, light bondage, mentionings of past abuse.

AGAIN!: Sexslave!Lee/Master!Gaara

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any song lines I used.

Authors's Note: Each chapter contains a line or two from the song the chapter is named after. Find them! :)

She thrust me forward and I hit the ground hard. "Mommy?" I whimpered, trying to get back up. She lifted her foot and kicked me in the butt, making me fall again, my arms and legs sprawled out in random directions.

"I'm not your mommy, I never have been." She took a long drag from her cigarette, her eyes never leaving mine. "Go with the nice man and forget about us."

I looked behind her to the van I had lived my first six years in. My father and siblings were sitting in it, not even glancig at me. A tear rolled down my cheek. "Why?" I whispered. My mother rolled her eyes, threw her cigarette butt down and stomped it out with her heel. She turned and left without another word.

"Harsh." The man behind me said quietly.

I turned and looked up at him. "Are you going to be my new daddy?" I asked.

"Yeah. Something like that." He said, smirking.

XxX

I've been in this hellhole for a while now, about thirteen years. I've been tossed back and forth between Masters, and rented out thousands of times. I'm almost becoming numb to the pain, almost.

I'm startled by the sudden knock on my door and Istand and watch as Pain, the same man who told me he was going to be my new daddy, opens the door. "Lee." He says, not unkindly, "Someone wants to rent you for a few hours."

I look down at my feet. Pain wasn't telling me for my benefit, or asking if that was okay with me, he just wanted me to have a chance to bathe. "Hai." I said. I look up and glance pointedly at the key in his hand. He comes in and unlocks my leash. I reach up and rub the sore spot on my neck. He takes hold of my wrist and pulls my hand away. He gasps lightly at the wound. "We'll get someone to treat those when you're done with this customer."

"Hai." I turn and walk into the bathroom. I get clean as fast as I possibly can, brushing my teeth and scrubbing the main areas I've been taught to. I take a deep breath and step towards the door on the other side of my living area.

Pain opens the door and I'm faced with the most beautiful red head I've ever seen. He stands there with a serious look on his face as he judges me like a piece of livestock. I stand perfectly still, my chest heaving slightly and my eyes blinking.

"Turn around." He demands. Something in me bends and I have a very strong urge to tell him no. I turn. Soft fingers touch my butt and I tense, trying not to gasp. "I'll rent him, if I like him, I'll take him."

Fear rapidly squishes my guts in it's clutches. Pain hadn't told me that it was a possibility I'd be bought today. I look over at him, fear evident in my eyes as the redhead pushes me back into my chambers, closing the door behind us.

"Sit down on your bed." This Gaara tells me. I do, facing him. He starts removing articles of clothing as I stare at some point behind his belly button. "Look at me." I gulp and turn my head upward, my eyes slowly meeting his. Gaara's eyes are the most abnormal shade of green or blue I've ever seen. They're almost aqua-marine. "Don't look away." He says as I crawls on top of me. I'm leaning back allowing him more submission than I've ever given anyone.

Soon, I'm laying on my bed, my legs hanging off at the knees. We lay there, unflinching, my arms pressed to my sides by choice and his hands pressed into the mattress on either side of my shoulders. "You're nervous," a statement and by no means a question, but I answer anyway. "Yes."

"Were you aware I'm going to buy you today if this session goes well?"

I swallow again. "No."

He lifts a hand and tilts my head up and to the side, showing the even scrape from my leash. "What is this from?"

"My own sleeping habits." I whisper.

"Are you a heavy sleeper?"

"No." I report, just as quiet as before.

"You just thrash about."

"Yes."

"I will not be having sex with you at this moment in time."

"You won't?"

"No, I just want to see how tight you are."

I blush and remove my arm from my side, I stretch for the area below my mattress and conjure a bottle of lubricant. I push it under his palm on the bed.

"Do you want me to use this?"

I blush again. " I need you to use it. I've never been with a man before." And it was true, they put a bottle of lubricant in here three years ago, but I've always been rented out to women, not to mention all my previous masters had been women.

"Would you suck on your own fingers and lubricate your self if I asked you to?"

Another something bent inside me and I wanted to tell him off again but instead I whispered, "I would love to."