Stain on a name

Chapter 1 - Restart

"Sakura..." an unknown voice was calling for her. Again, it's happening again! She was confused. It was dark, she couldn't see anything. Forest green eyes were drowning in the dark. "It's time to start." The voice whispered to her ear.

She was panicking, it had to be one of her dreams she started having recently, but this one was different…

"Start what?" She asked clearly confused. She wanted it to stop, these dreams have been harassing her for a few months, but never has the voice in the dream mentioned something about a start.

"The awakening" the voice whispered again. Sakura felt even more confused, just what kind of an awakening is being mentioned? "The awakening of your true emotions and desires." The voice told her.

"What do you mean by that? I don't understand!" She couldn't help but scream at the voice that wouldn't leave her alone. Her voice only echoed through the darkness. "You won in a gene lottery darling, but you lack desire to unlock your true potential." She felt the voice giving her a smirking. "I'm here to help you with that, my dear Sakura." There was a slight pause before she heard more words reaching her ears. "Don't be afraid, you were the chosen one, you will lead our clan into prosperity." The voice echoed through the empty space.

"What are you talking about?" Her green eyes sparkled, they were wide and filled with fear and confusion that seemed to be taking over her body little by little.

"My my, I can't tell you everything straight away can I Sakura?" the voice seemed to mock her, she frowned.

"Why can't you just leave me alone!" She screamed again, she was mad, she felt angry, she was just so confused…"I'm afraid that's not something I can do, you are the heir to Haruno clan, you have to awaken your power soon." The voice ringed in her ears again. "Just what power are you talking about? My clan does not possess any kind of kekkei genkai!" She told the voice hoping it would leave her alone. As far as she knew there was nothing outstanding in her clan that could be considered as a kekkei genkai.

All she heard was a soft laugh. "You are very wrong my dear, as I said you were the one out of many hundreds to win in a gene lottery." The next thing she heard was a deep sigh. "You are the only one who can save our clan, the only one who will be able to gift this power to the upcoming generations in our clan." The voice turned into a whisper again.

"Sakura, you have to unlock the kekkai genkai of our clan. We can't be weak anymore, not when they are coming." The voice said still whispering, although it felt a bit rushed. Sakura was on the verge of crying, she just couldn't believe what she was hearing. Her clan has a kekkai genkai and she was not aware of it? It was impossible! And who is coming, just what is this voice saying to her?

"We don't have much time." She heard another deep sigh. "I'm afraid I'll have to do this right now. Please try to understand the meaning behind my actions." She felt as if the voice took a deep breath before starting a new sentence.

"You lack desire Haruno, you need love." She heard the voice saying. "Sexual desire and lust, it has to corrupt you to the point where you don't care about this world and it's future anymore. Only then you will awaken your true power." Sakura was speechless, she found her lips parting at the last few words she heard.

"After that I hope you will find your way back and gain a complete self-control of yourself all over again." The voice said. She felt a long hand rushing from the depths of dark and suddenly it was touching her forehead. "I will leave you with a starting point." She heard another whisper. "You want to experience love, you are that age after all. Find the one who could help you to experience it, find someone who will fulfil your desires like no one else." The voice softly laughed and disappeared into the darkness once again just the way it always did, but this time it left her with a completely different message. "Wait, who are you?" She said without taking a breath, but the voice was gone already.

After that all she could hear was her own scream and pants. The pain was unbearable, her head was aching so badly that she wasn't sure if this was actually a dream and she wasn't kidnapped by someone who wanted to torture her. Although, suddenly she felt something appear on her forehead. Before she fully understood what happened she was awake in her bed like nothing happened.

Sweat lingered on her body, her long pink strands of hair were stuck to her face and her green eyes shined with fear. She was panting, her body shivered. She was afraid of everything that happened and of everything that was about to happen. This was a nonsense, a nightmare to say the least.

She stood from her bed and went to the mirror turning the light on as well on the way. She felt panic rush through her veins.

Her eyes showed nothing but pure shock after she moved her bangs from her face. She had a small triangle in a shape of diamond on her forehead. It was almost unnoticeable, as she just had the outlines of it lingering on her skin like nothing actually really happened. It was almost transparent, but still it was there.

"Just what the heck… is this" she whispered, she really thought it was only a dream, a nightmare, but these dark dreams she had recently were all filled with unknown voice seemed to be real. She looked into her hands only to see them shaking with fear.

How come she was the one to lead her clan?! Why she was chosen for something like that? Just who is coming after her clan? Just who she is?

She had millions of questions in her head, but unfortunately there were no answers to any of them. It meant that she had to take a burden onto herself, although she wasn't aware just what kind of burden is getting placed on her shoulders.

Soon enough she found herself nearly collapsed on the ground, her long rose colored hair fell on her face leaving her without any vision. She found herself panting again, her eyes were filled with tears as if she was about to have a panic attack.

"Just what I have gotten myself into?" She asked herself although she knew there was no answer for that.

Without a second thought she fully collapsed on the floor while losing her consciousness completely.


Author's note

Thank you for reading, I hope this is somewhat appeared interesting. I kinda wanted to use this idea for my other fic, but thought it would be just too much in one place, so here I am giving a shot to another fanfiction with a different ship (not gonna lie recently I've been shipping Shisui and Sakura real hard, and I think we need more fanfictions based on those two.) Anyways let me know what you think by leaving a review!x See you soon!