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Emma is in love with Regina, but Regina betrayed her with Robin. Emma still love her though and she can't sleep.

I look through tears at the clock. It was almost midnight and I still can't fall asleep.

What did you do to me? I ask myself again. But I'd known the answer. I fall in love with her.

She doesn't be sleep either by now. She never does. She is soo tired from long week at work, that she can't fall asleep. But I always find a way to get her in the bed. By now she is propably reading in living room. Spending more time looking out of the window then reading. Thinking about everything. Propably about me..

I started crying again somewhere during my thoughts. My tears keeping the pillow wett durring night all week. But I can't stop tears from falling from my eyes, 'cause I can't stop loving her. 'Cause I love every piece of her. Her smile. Her laugh. Her tears. Her scar above lip.

Maybe I can call her. Tell her, that I love her and that I want her back. Or just ring at her door and kiss her.

I take my phone from the bedside table and open my gallery. First foto was me, Henry and her at the park. She wore black pants and grey sweatshirt. Her black hair run wild nad her face almost without make-up. That's how I love her. I was in skinny jeans and wore my red leather. That's how she loves me. Henry had mud on his face and at the moment he just kiss 'Gina. She was frowning and I was laughing.

That was our last day as a family. I can forgive her. It's just one call and everything will be back. I closed a gallery. I can't look at this picture anymore. But I said that yesterday, too. Instead I open SMS's with her. Yesterday she gave up, but until then she send me at least one SMS a day.

The last from her was:

The day before yesterday, 17.6., 13:34

I just.. I know I text you I'm sorry so many times, but.. I trully am.

The day... hour won't pass, that I don't cry over it. I just slip off. I don't argument myself. What I did was terrible, but.. can't you just forgive me?

I just want you to know, that I love you. I'm thinking about you and.. Never mind.

At Sunday Henry wants go to yours. Just take him at mine at 1 pm, okay?

16.6., 22:53

I want you back, please. Babe come back to me..

16.6., 11:48

I love you. I'm sorry.

With loud cry of despair I shut the phone off. "I love you too,'' I whisper into darkness. I sneeze. I just wanna hug her and kiss her and... I can't. I can't. She betrayed me. She still have fellings for him. I'm not second choice. I can't go back to her. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't.

With these two words in my mind, I cry myself to sleep.