Squall and Cloud have been dating for at least a year, but when Cloud tells Squall a certain secret of his will there relationship survive? And what about when old flames thought to be dead show up again? Who will finally claim and keep Cloud's heart? Yaoi!!! If you don't like don't read! (Squall (Leon)/Cloud, Sephiroth/Cloud, possibly Ansem/Cloud yeah! Cloud is uke!)
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Final Fantasys or Kingdom Hearts or any other TV shows and or video games I bring into this so don't sue me!
Choices
Cloud lay on his bed rubbing his growing stomach trying to absorb what was going to happen. He couldn't go to work for a while so that would be a problem, good thing he saved all that money in the bank. But that would only cover the food and the rent… he'd have to figure something else out for all the other supplies he'd be needing. Asking his friends wasn't an option they would freak if they knew what was going on, no he had to do this alone and telling Squall had only proved this theory, he could still remember the shock on his face.
(flashback)
He had to tell Squall tonight he just had to, but he was afraid 'what if he rejects me?' But it was too late the words were already spilling out his mouth
"Squall… I don't know how to tell you this, but I'm… I'm… pregnant…"
"What the hell! How is that possibly! You're a guy!"
"Well… um I don't really know how all… all I know is that I began getting sick in the morning… so I went to the doctor and he said that he had only seen such sickness in pregnancies… so being me I bought a pregnancy test and… well it came out positive…"
"Get out…"
"What?! But Squall!"
"My name is LEON! Now GET OUT!" Squall's normally subtle grey eyes began to seethe with emotion all negative, all directed at him. He hastily got up of the couch and ran out of Squall's apartment tears spilling down his face. He continued to run till his lungs burned and he felt that he could keel over from the pain. His boyfriend who told him everyday how much he loved him just dumped him because he got pregnant, with his child no less. He couldn't take it, slowly in a defeated rejected walk he trudged home.
(end flashback)
It had been about a month since then and the bulge of his stomach and grown more but not too noticeable, he could still walk around in public and seem normal. He hadn't seen any of his friends since he ran from Squall's apartment; he was afraid what they would do to him seeing how his boyfriend reacted. But then again he guessed he couldn't call Squall his boyfriend anymore now could he? Curling into a little ball he began to cry himself to sleep like he had done for the past month with no thoughts to comfort him.
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Squall lay awake in his bed, it was ten o'clock at night and he was exhausted yet he couldn't fall asleep, no he was too consumed with hate at the moment, hate for Cloud. How could the blonde do this to him? The main reason he liked guys more than girls was because he didn't have to worry about getting them pregnant. Even worse was he had asked Cloud over that night to break up with him. He felt that it wasn't working between them and he was hoping on letting Cloud know how he felt, but before he could even think of how to put Cloud down gently the blonde had to go and blurt out that he was having a baby! Squall was just so angry that he couldn't look at Cloud anymore, so he yelled at the smaller man to make him leave.
'Maybe the baby isn't even mine… I mean it's not like he said that it was mine… yeah it's not my baby, I don't have to worry about it…"
This was how Squall had spent every night since Cloud told him, but no matter how many times he said it to himself he couldn't believe it, and he couldn't get rid of the guilt he felt for forcing the blonde to go through this alone. Eventually by eleven Squall had managed to fall into a troubled sleep his last thought being 'Maybe I'll go visit him tomorrow…'
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Cloud groggily woke up hearing a knock at his door, wanting to ignore it he rolled over in bed. He didn't feel like getting up and experiencing morning sickness again so he snuggled deeper into his comforter hoping that the person would just go away. Soon the knocking became more frantic so much that Cloud couldn't ignore it any longer. Grabbing a robe he yelled "I'm coming! Just a minute!", as he walked to the door while attempting to tie his robe. The knocking stopped and Cloud finally opened the door letting out a gasp as he saw the one person he thought he'd never see ever again.
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Yume- yeah a cliffy! This is officially a B-day fic for my friend Sakura so she gets to decide on which pairing will triumph over the others! So please R&R and she might consider what you have to say when making her decision!