Thought and honour
Pairing:
None
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Unnatural selection
Season:
6
Summary: Fifth thought in which he thinks about Sam and how she
has affected his life.
Disclaimer: The usual stuff... I don't
own Stargate SG-1 or any of the original characters in the series;
the series is property of MGM, Double Secret and Gekko Productions.
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She was an angel when he first saw her, it evocated strange emotions inside of him and he felt his chest become hot.
Her appearance was magnificent, she was still beautiful; her hair was small, as her face was a face of a seraph. Her appearance fitted her well, as she gave off a bright aura that attracted people to her.
He couldn't believe that he had these human feelings has his brother and sisters referred to emotional "weaknesses". There were some emotions that he could grasp yet like love, compassion, forgiveness, what was love, he could understand why he felt all of sudden when he thought of Sam or when she was right here now. He had to block these emotions as his brother and sisters will find out.
He had to be careful of his brother and sisters as they will attack him or worse hurt Sam, he first would pretend to be on there side, but in the end he will help her to escape and just maybe he will go with her.
He wanted to remember her, her complication, her appearance and how she turned his world up side down. He wanted to hold close to him and touched her body. He wanted to run his hand through her hair, feeling her soft hair in his fingers and tracing his fingers down her neck. He wanted to feel her pulse as it thumped against her skin.
He closed his eyes, felt the warmth in his chest as his heart betrayed his feelings for Sam.
He understood why he felt the warmth in his chest. He loved her, he loved the first moment when she told him to probe her mind, in all instances he wanted her to be his, to cherish her and grant her all of her dreams.
The End
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