Yay! My very first ficcy!! Yes, this is a poem. Er, songfic. Actually, it's both. The poem was inspired by System of a Down's ATWA, which is an extremely cool song. (If you listen to it, you'll understand why I associate it with Johnny). Disclaimer: I don't own Johnny because he's owned by the powerful Jhonen Vasquez. If I did own him, then I would rule the world with an iron fist!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!

"Why do I even bother"

By Lady of the Wind

Why do I even bother?

The feelings, the emotions, racing through my soul;

I don't understand them, why must I be plagued by them?

Get out of me!

Get out of my head!

They are so painful; why must I suffer?

Hey you, see me,

Pictures, crazy,

All the world I've seen before me passin' byyyyye

Why, why, WHY?!

I don't want a soul;

I want to be numb.

Erase these foolish dreams;

I want to be as cold as the night.

Never feeling, never sleeping, never eating, never nothing.

I've got nothing,

To gain, to lose,

All the world I've seen before me passin' byyyyyye!

Why?

-Alright! I did it! R&R, PLEASE!! I shall accept flames bravely.