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The sun beats down on me, warming the new day forwards. The new day. Another day. Fresh day. Realisation hits me. Its my wedding day. I'm marrying Edward! Today! Finally!
I wouldn't admit it to anyone but myself, but I was really looking forward to saying yes and becoming Mrs Cullen... Just not everything in between that time and now.
My mum, dad, saying goodbye to everyone. My hands begin to shake with the thought and I have to sit down and breathe deeply, in and out.
I can't do it! I just can't! I dont want to leave it all behind, but I want Edward! My mind whirls with confusion. I've been so sure about choosing Edwards and beyond a doubt I wanted forever with him but still... Charlie, Jacob and Renee, I dont know if I can say goodbye.
"Hey kiddo." Charlie's voice startles me and I jump forward almost falling off the couch.
"Jeez!" I gasp turning to face him, "you scared me!" I accuse.
"Sorry." He muttered. "So... Exited?" He asks.
Excited? Yes. Scared? Yes! Yes! And yes again! A hole bunch of scared.
"Erm... Yeah of course." I answer slowly, calculating his response.
He simply turns and heads into the kitchen, probably for coffee.
"So..." He starts pouring the luke-warm water from the kettle, I poured my tea from, over 20 minutes ago. "Look, Bella are you absolutely sure you want to do this? I can tell people you changed your mind, no one would mind. They would all understand! Its not to late-"
"Stop!" I snapped. "I love Edward completely and I want to marry him I'm just scared that's all." I said, regret flooding me for snapping at him.
"I'm sorry." He whispered, voice full of regret. "I'm just going to miss you so much, I just got you back and now you're leaving. I just want to hold on to you." One single tear ran down his cheek which he hurriedly wiped away, flushing.
"Aw dad." I sobbed, wrapping my arms around his waist.
I love you Edward, I love you so much but my dad! He's going to die when I leave. Help! My mind screamed at me.
"Dad," I chocked out, "I've gotta go. I'll see you later. Love you." I kissed his check and wiped my own tears away, heading for the door.
"Bella?" He called as I opened the front door.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"Love you too." He said, kissing my forehead lightly.
I ran to my truck forcing the tears away and drive quickly to the Cullen's at speeds Edward would be impressed at.
"Bella?" What ya doing here?" Emmet asked as I got out of my truck.
"Where's Edward?" I asked rudely.
"In his room getting ready." He answered.
"Thanks." I brushed passed him, jogging quickly through he house to his room.
Without nocking I opened his bedroom door.
He had headphones on and therefore hadn't seemed to notice my presence. He was stood in front of the full length mirror that usually stood in Alice's room, readjusting his navy blue tie.
I watched his peace full face in the mirror. Suddenly as I shifted his eye caught mine in the reflection.
"Bella? What are you doing here?" He asked slipping off the head phones.
If this wasn't so serious I would of laughed at the similar question him and his brother had both asked me.
Tears rolled down my cheeks before I could answer. I gasped for air, "I can't do it!" I slumped against the closed door and slid to the floor.
"What?" He asked horrified from across the room.
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