Endless Love

(Chapter One)

I guess it started with Joey.

When he announced that new gig, we all felt happy for him.

Y'know, it didn't even start there.

It started, for me, when I walked into Monica's room, and saw her bed.

It was obvious that Monica wouldn't have gotten a bed like that.

It's funny how something so impotent can stand out so vividly in my mind.

When Joey said they were gonna take it back, I didn't think anything would happen.

I went through my day, happy, and maddly in love.

I was practically skipping.

I could tell. I noticed and I didn't care, because Janice existed.

It's not like I was there for myself, to see it. If I had, I don't know how I would have reacted.

Hearing from Joey, that was probably alot better.

Joey always knows how to make me feel better.

Okay, so I wasn't better, but if it hadn't been Joey, I know I would have overreacted.

I'm not better.

I just wanna die.

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(A/N: This is just an introductory type of chapter. If you didn't notice, this takes place during TOW The Giant Poking Device. I just got over a good cry. Please review!)