Disclaimer – I don't own Naruto D: Sadly or maybe not sadly nor do I own its characters or its plot or anything by Masashi Kishimoto-dan. the OCs I don't own – and belong to their respective owners but I have gotten permission :3
so you guys – Jessie and Sheena/ Heaven (not real names) I hope you like this fic :D and to all of you on I hope you like it too –the writing style may seem a bit like Heaven's I'm sorry if it does D":
also is not The psychologist dude on T.V X3
nor do I own Amon Amarth, Bleach, Arch Enemy, Pacific Mall, and anything else that does sound like something I would own.

Written just for Heaven will blaze / Heaven in distress :3


Full summary:

Love can only be as bitter as it is sweet. If you had the choice, would you choose… A lover who is sweet caring and kind, and thinks of you as his/her world their everything? Or a lover who is bitter, cold, and selfish, one who torments you just to meet their selfish desires. Which would appeal to you? What if you had both? A devil, and an angel? A bitter and a sweet love…

OC X OC with possible OC X Akatsuki and maybe some rape / sexual themes & content


Sheena stared into the glass of a window not too far from her bedside. The light seasonal rain made a soft stereotypical pitter patter as it hit the glass. Sheena stared hard and long at the rain, the rain and not at the teal eyed petite faced red stained black/brunette seated amongst her bed and staring back at her, long and hard adorning the same expression that graced Sheena's visage. She stood up, being extra careful to not leave a single ruffle in her previously made bed and epically succeeding. Sadly only she and a few others were capable of this feat, so it was a big accomplishment.
Sheena took a few gentle strides which placed her directly in front of the mirror like window. The rain continued to make the sound it makes- hitting the window slightly harder than before, falling slightly faster than before. Sheena continued to look out of the window mesmerized by the drops of electricity charged water.

"Strange" Sheena muttered to herself shutting her bright orbs.

Strange it is Sheena – strange indeed, rain was a rarity in the "oh so" great Konoha; the land of fire. Fire and not water. Two completely different and opposite elements: what would happen if the two were to mix?
Yes; quite literally the fire would be put out by the water but – water wouldn't affect the fire if it were to spread uncontrollably – now would it, hmm?….

She stretched her thin arms, letting out a heart full yawn in the process and made her way to her desk. Sheena pulled out her red and black "rolley chair" [A/N :3 rolley chair hehe] which gladly rolled out from under its mate; the desk, with no complaints and sunk a few inches as Sheena placed herself atop it. Poor chair the stress it goes through – you'd have expected it to drop and hit the floor one day but there wasn't a chance that would happen, since Sheena was so light.
She firmly pressed a button and with a small beep her computer monitor flashed on revealing an insanely long music playlist, the song "Death in Fire – Amon Amarth" highlighted meaning it was currently playing. Sheena turned a large gray dial to the right increasing the volume for her speakers. In turn, the song was now heard emitting a smooth guitar solo, thundering drum beats and rough vocals.
Sheena clicked her tongue, grabbed her mouse and scrolled through her playlist, She Clicked on "Let the Killing begin – Arch Enemy" the title was now highlighted a light blue and began to play as a smirk took form on her petite pale face.

Let the killing begin, her favourite song, her favourite metal song.

Sheena was stereotypically a Metal head. An awesome, and kickass metal head. 17, average height, pale, brunette, the simple things that made up what was Sheena. She had Brown Black hair that reached to around mid back, and curtained bangs with the left part slightly covering her eye, Intense and Beautifully Teal eyes that often –much like a mood ring- changed colours depending on her mood, and clear pale skin; her feature that had earned her the nickname Gasper the ghost at her oh so dreaded High school Courtesy of her friend .

Sheena wasn't an orphan nor was her family slaughtered brutally by a sadistic killer, her mother and father were great ninja's of Konoha, great legends of the Shihouin clan. They were "supposedly" yes "supposedly" away on business or so she was told by the village folk. But Sheena knew quite well that was just their cover up and short for "We're sorry you're parents aren't with us in this world" she wanted to believe that they were alive, but truthfully she didn't know, Her parents were M.I.A missing in action, 95 percent of the time it meant either dead or we're too lazy to look. But there was that 5 percent she held on to, getting her through life. Although like any other person, Sheena sometimes wished she could have seen the two who were her mother and father but would brush it aside and be happy for the family she currently had.
There was Her Aunt Sher, brother Kei short for Keige (pronounced Ke-E-g), and her cousin Rik short for Ehrick. They were great people – albeit the many pointless fights they'd have at first, Sheena had grown up to love the family she had, they had their ups and downs and truly were awesome people. Although like any other person, Sheena sometimes wished she could have seen the two who were her mother and father but would brush it aside and be happy for the family she currently had. The Family of four lived in a small but comfy house a little far off of town, but was mentally preparing herself for when she'd move in with her significant other, Jessie – or as she called him – her "Jessie Wessie".
Jessie was her boyfriend of 2 years; originally the two were very close friends. She would affectionately call him "Penis" the nickname Sheena had given Jessie for - obvious reasons. [A/N If you're still too clueless – then I give up on you X3]
and before she began dating Jessie – she had known someone named Uno. Her boyfriend, her ex boyfriend

Uno was a very horrible man/woman/thing, even just speaking of it – I, the authoress, extremely dislike-. Uno made Sheena suffer, he toyed with her feelings, treated her love like a game, and still continued to torment her even after she left him –from a lot of encouragement from her dear friends- he made her feel worthless, helpless, hopeless, she was a shell of her former self a shell left behind when the hermit crab had found a new home…. Times Sheena wishes to not remember and just the mere thought of that Uno brings back the rare tears to Sheena's eyes. Sheena never cried, and when she did it was rarely, this Uno had made her cry more than she ever had before. Nobody liked him – not Sheena, not her friends, I doubt he even liked himself for the way he toyed with people while trying to cover up his messed up little life.
The Torture eventually did end, not surely a complete end but hopefully an end, and Sheena moved onto dating Jessie. She didn't wish to dwell on the past with the whole Uno thing and end up staying single for eternity. Their relationship started as just a simple boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, with the two liking each other. When Jessie had moved to a place a bit far off town, the two weren't able to see each other much – if at all, Sheena then realized, that he was the one for her- the one she truly loved, she couldn't live without him. He was her air for life, her happiness to pass by the cruel things live threw, he was her World and she couldn't bear to live without him. Could you live without what you needed? Your prized possession? This is, how one would begin to describe the love of the two, Sheena and Jessie had for each other, true love, not obsession nor was it out of desperation, but true young love- or was it?-

Maybe quite possibly I might be exaggerating too much, just a tad too much maybe more, but the point is – they love each other really deeply , get it? Ok, good! Now, keep reading :3 (and no this isn't an A.N but an N.N)


Sheena head banged to the beat of the intertwined guitar and drums, accidentally smacking her head against the desk when she got to the chorus. It's not like it's never happened before, right? Clamping a nice string of cuss words together, Sheena rubbed her temple and grabbed a nearby Advil bottle and took an Advil to take care of the new found headache she had. And that's when her phone rang…

Behold
All our gold
Thousandfold
Bereave me
declined
truths ensign
forever mine
Bereave me

Behold
All our gold
Thousandfold!

Sheena grabbed her cell phone, obviously annoyed at the disturbance and flipped it open not noticing the Caller ID.
"Hello?" She sternly called into the receiver
"Ello , Sheena?" the person on the other end said in an accent
"Yes?"
"Et's Uno, Ow are you" Sheena cringed when she found out it was Uno on the other line, She felt like throwing up as her heart hurt a small bit from the feelings that came back, Sheena didn't wish to carry this conversation any farther.
"Fine, bye" and she abruptly hung up not wanting to deal with the Portuguese "disaster from who knows where" any longer.
Sheena slammed her cell phone on her table without any regrets and blasted up her music, continuing to bang her head to the beat and now occasionally singing along. Well, she cleanly ended the conversation, but it didn't seem like the other person on the end wanted to end it.

Behold
All our gold
Thousandfold
Bereave me
declined
truths ensign
forever mine
Bereave me

Behold
All our gold

Thousandfold!

Yes, the phone rang again. This time however Sheena ignored It completely, she figured if it were about something important, whoever was calling would surely leave a message. As the ringing stopped, the phone clicked and went into voice message
"Hey, It's Sheena. I'm not here so please leave a message" *BEEP* after a short pause the person on the other end spoke into their receiver
"Hey, It's Jessie. Just wanted to say I love you and miss you. And there's something I want to tell you, so, call me when you get back. See you soon"
Sheena grabbed her Cell flicked it open and dialed the number that belong to her recent caller- Jessie- , she was greeted by a few rings and soon the other end picked up
"Hello?" a deep male voice
"Guess who"
"hmm, you're one of those Tele marketers who want to sell me something useless?"
Sheena giggled "Nope"
"Mom, is that you?"
Sheena giggled some more "Do I sound that old to you?"
"Ok, I have no clue, who are you?"
"I am , none other than – "
" , my one and only special girlfriend, my Yang, my-"
"you're everything, and you are Jessie. My beloved Boyfriend" Jessie erupted into fits of laughter, laughter Sheena liked, laughter that didn't mock her, Laughter that wasn't fake. The laughter that was imprinted into her head each time she thought about Jessie.
"Just your boyfriend? You make me sound so dull" Sheena laughed, a rarity with her, the giggling earlier was rare too. If you knew Sheena you'd be surprised when she actually laughed or giggled, but being so happy at the amusement that caused her laughter, you'd be too busy laughing too.
"You sounded like you had more to say than 'I love you'"
"Right I did Sheena, right I did. I'm somewhere, nearby"
"Nearby? Are you still stalking me?" Sheena laughed again "Cause if you are,"
Jessie smiled on the other end, Sheena couldn't see it but definitely knew he was smiling, trying so hard to keep his laughter from coming out
"Cause if I am stalking you, You'd have to storm out of the house in your P.J's and hunt me down with a broom. Just like the last time" Jessie let out a deep content breath "But , not this time. I'm waiting by the forest."
"The forest? Planning something Kinky?"
"No, just a simple night filled with me, you and a whole galaxy of stars,"
"I'll be right on my way then"
"And I'll see you once you're here Ms. Shihouin"
" I'll see you soon too. Now you hang up"
"No you hang up."
"ok I will!"
And Sheena hung up. Simple , but she hung up not wanting to make the conversation any longer, in anticipation of seeing – him- her Jessie

She skipped with joy to her big "walk in closet", a smile gracing her thin lips her eyes shining and over all her body emitting a bright pink-like aura full of warmth, love happiness, so many emotions! All that just came flooding to her in one big ball of happiness after that one phone call, that one phone call from someone where important.
Sheena ripped open her closet door, revealing the many posters she had of Grimmjow, one very special one stood out brightly and shone at her out from the cluttered mess of posers. The one where he was showing off his chiseled abs with a big gaping bloody hole right in the middle which just added to his sexy dominant pain-loving sadistic, "" expression. And who else would give her this very profound poster other than her friend Nakimi, [A.K.A ME! I mean who else would? D: nothing gets sexier than Grimmjow, no Sheena not even Hidan can compare! ]

Sheena sighed, a happy sigh, remembering the time when she went to Pacific Mall with her best friend Lilly, and Nakimi. Those times where the three attended the same school, before Lily had to move away to someplace so far.
"I'll call Lily later today" Sheena made a mental note, and proceeded with going into her closet and choosing out an outfit. She didn't want to make Jessie wait too long, knowing that he didn't care what she went to see him in – but the feeling of just seeing her made him happy. Yet, she still wanted to wear something that would impress him , not something that was soo ordinary but then nothing extravagant either. She really didn't have the time for that.
And so Sheena plucked a beautiful white tank top decorated with swirls of gray, off its hanger and a pair of denim short shorts. She very quickly [A/N Pali Sheena Pali! For those of you who know Korean, knowing what Pali means is a given] slipped of what she was wearing and got into her chosen outfit. She grabbed a brush and ran it a few times through her hair while glaring at herself in the mirror, see that her makeup was still intact Sheena slipped on her shoes and ran out the door, bolting down the stairs through her front lawn and to the small forest that lay a small turn ahead. The forest hat had an undeniable History.
Sheena loved going to this small forest, it was her get away place, where she could of course "Get away" from all the ups and downs, homework, bickering teachers, stupid bimbos in the hallway, the stupid grade nines and tens who thought they owned the school, and all the other supposed "perks" of life. She came to this forest quite often, and was very familiar with it, familiar to the point of naming each tree and memorizing the way through it. The trees in this forest were truly beautiful, almost otherworldly, but beneath that beauty there lay something else. Something so sinister and haunting that Sheena never dared to go to that Forest alone, it looked normal on the outside. But when one went in a couple of times or even on just their first venture in, they would notice how the trees had unmistakable twisted faces of agony, and how some just seemed to grab at you when you weren't looking. Some might even see the suspicious gravel mounds that lined the forest in various places, seeming as if something or someone was burned in those very spots… Some might even suspect it looking strangely like some sort of small town or a place where a people may have gathered and held meetings and what not, a Town square in the middle of the woods? It sounded stupid but, the possibilities were endless with a forest such as this. A very old Forest, such as this.

Sheena made her way up the small hill past the sign that read "NO TRESSPASSING" and slipped through the fence that was blocking the path , So much for the purpose of that sign. Sheena was greeted with a large vast, but rough field that looked like it may have once been used to farm, it was decorated with power lines going from the right all the way to the left reaching to one of Konoha's many paths that lead to town if one were to follow it. Just a bit up the field, what lay ahead was the forest with its beckoning trees: dark and still it was a forest that held years and years of history and mystery. She made her way through the forest carefully following the path and made it to the clearing, the heart of the forest where there was a sort of cross road. The part of the forest that looked like a town square, or a forest trail from the olden days.

Sheena was preoccupied with listening to music and kept walking, not noticing she was where Jessie had told her to meet, and on top of that- not noticing what was right in front of her.

*THUMP*

a soft Thump slightly rang through the forest as Sheena crashed into something solid and warm, Solid, warm and very Familiar. She instantly recognized what she bumped into; she pulled off her ear buds and looked up at what, or rather who she bumped into.
"JESSIE!" Sheena cried in a high pitched voice
"Hello my Minnie Mouse"
"Argh, you asshole!" Sheena grinned at Jessie and pulled him into a deadly tight hug; Jessie did the same and tried to squeeze Sheena just as hard but failing at it, quite epically.
And then, Jessie blinked once, remembering what he'd called Sheena out for, on this beautiful night and as if on instinct let go of Sheena and took a step back, not sure of what her reaction to what he was going to say would be. [A/N, is that too confusing?]
"Sheena," Jessie recited in a voice full of pain
Sheena blinked a few times, clearly confused as to what the boy was going to say
"What is it"
"There's something I need to tell you"


Ooooo what does Jessie need to tell Sheena hmm~~? I wonder I wonder I wonder

And just for fun. Lets end this chapter with 2pm's I'll be back even though it has nothing to do with first chapter ahh well D: idc im listening to it and I love it :3

Well here it is- something new after my super long Hiatus? I guess
how is it? Haven't written in a while lol so it might be rusty and I was in a rush to finish it cause Heaven was all like, wow it's taking you so long lalala D: well im sorry Heaven but im not as skilled as you are –

I hope this fanfic is likeable it's my first Naruto fic lol as for now has nothing to do with Naruto, but you'll see ^^ you will all see ~~ as for now

See you all soon in the second amazing chapter of ~~ Bitter sweet :D

Hyunjae, Naru, K :3
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P.S is being difficult so sorry if the writing doesnt look too apealing T..T its been awhile since i last used this stuff - feeling kinda rusty lol