A/N: This is dedicated to the love of my life 3
To those of you who are reading Swing Life Away, I'm sorry I haven't updated! I got distracted and stuff...
Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious content.
Jade POV
I walked down the hallway feeling terrible. My heart heavy and empty. I felt alone. I've never been truely loved, and I've never truely loved anyone.
Maybe that's why I'm such a bitch all the time. Or maybe people don't love me because I'm a bitch.
Things changed when I met Cat. I finally loved someone, but I felt like she didn't love me back.
We occationally talked, but only on the Slap. They were the best moments of my life when we talked. She's always so adorable and cute.
Whenever we're at school, she's always hanging around Robbie or Tori, two people I hate. I don't want to let her just slip through my fingers.
I enjoyed just watching her laugh when she was with them. At least she was happy, but I wanted her to be happy with me.
I wasn't just going to let her go this easily. Amazing girls like her only come once in a life time! I needed to make a move before it's too late.
"Cat...?"
"Yeah, Jade?"
"I love you..."
"What?"
"I said... I love you..."
Cat stood in front of me in silence for a long time. I was afraid that she was going to reject me and go be with Robbie or something.
"No one's ever said that too me..." I looked into her beautiful brown eyes. Then, her adorable dimple apeared in her cheek as she smiled. "I love you too..."
I think that was the first time I'd smiled in a long time. I've never been so happy to hear four words! I felt like I was going to explode of happiness. There's no way that a girl like her could actually truely love me as much as I love her though. I'm not good enough for her.
Cat is bad at hurting people's feelings. Maybe she was just saying it to be nice.
I thought that until the day I asked her out.
"YES!" she screamed. Cat wouldn't have said yes if she didn't love me, would she?
I stood by my locker the day after I'd asked Cat to be my girlfriend. Cat was hugging Tori. It made me furious! Why does a girl like Tori get to touch my beautiful girlfriend?
"Why don't you ever hug me Cat?" When I said that, Cat leaped into my arms.
My heart skipped a beat when I felt her against my body. I want to be with her for the rest of my life. Everyone seems to want perfection, and I had it in my arms! I'm not going to let perfection go.
Now we're older and married, and I still don't think I deserve such a perfect girl. I feel like my whole life has been a dream, but I don't want to wake up. I'm finally happy for once.
A/N: Sorry if this was terrible! I'm just kind of... distracted ;) And it's hard to focuss. I wrote this for my amazing girl that I love! I never want to let you go (I wish i could make hearts on fanfiction...grrrrr...)