Crawling In My Skin
Disclaimer: No! I don't Own InuYasha and Co.! Only all the DVD's, The Inu, and Sessh. Plushies, a couple key chains, and some posters! And a hand made pillow and Blanket! So don't take me to court! I have no money!And I don't own the song Crawling, Linkin Park does...cries but I will one day...
He stood there, moments after losing his sword… transformed…
InuYasha knew somewhere within that he was a monster now…
crawling in my skin
Turning back to the demon, he laughed, chilling the heart of the girl beside him
Quickly he slew the demon… then he turned to Kagome, the girl near him…
these wounds they will not heal
running in terror, Kagome held her side…
collapsing near the well, she began to cry
fear is how I fall
hallucinations brought on by the pain of her wounds, began to flash in front of her…
confusing what is real
InuYasha struggled not to give chase after the girl… his heart telling him to stop…
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
then the blood lust filled his mind…
consuming/confusing
he felt as though he was watching from the sidelines, watching helplessly
as he attacked Kagome mercilessly
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
her blood splashed upon his hands, covering his claws
controlling/I can't seem to find myself again
he struggled to gain control as his demon form pursued the girl he loved…
my walls are closing in
he felt all hope vanish when he found her near the well…
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
"InuYasha…" she managed to gasp through her pain…
I've felt this way before
she began to whimper in fear, agony, betrayal, and sorrow…
so insecure
"I have you where I want you…" his demon self growled threateningly… 'Leave her alone!' he screamed in his mind…
crawling in my skin
tenderly InuYasha picked Kagome up from the ground… as he embraced her, Kagome murmured," InuYasha…" while she snuggled closer, holding tightly to each other, as though they were each others lifeline…
these wounds they will not heal
a sharp gasp of pain escaped her lips as he dove his hand into her lower back…
fear is how I fall
'NO!' InuYasha screamed in his mind, as he felt Kagome grow limp in his arms…
confusing what is real
"InuYasha…" looking down at her with a smirk, he was shocked by her next words…
" I love you… and … forgive… you…" with a faint smile, she began to slip away…
discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
at that precise moment he changed back…
distracting/reacting
sinking to his knees, InuYasha held her close, " Kagome… please wake up…"
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
'you killed her' a voice in his head whispered… ' she loved you, and you killed her…'
it's haunting how I can't seem... to find myself again
weakly, she opened her eyes and smiled… placing her hand upon his cheek, she brushed away his tears… " Inu… Yasha…" " Kagome…" " I…I don't…" placing a finger to his lips, she whispered sadly…" would you stay with me until…" she trailed off… he knew what she meant, she wanted him to stay until she died…
my walls are closing in
he felt the walls he had built around his heart begin to shatter…
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
he hadn't felt this broken and alone since his mother had died…
crawling in my skin
he wished someone else was in his place right now…
these wounds they will not heal
he knew that these wounds upon his heart would never heal…
fear is how I fall
fear of being alone filled him…
'how could I?' he thought as he held Kagome's dying body…'how could I?'
confusing what is real
he felt his world begin to dim as he felt the once warm loving person he held, body grow cooler…" Inu… Yasha…" she coughed, "yes Ka…gome…?" he choked through his tears…
crawling in my skin
"I want you…to… to know…" she gasped, "that I… want… you…to be… happy…" she managed to choke out.
these wounds they will not heal
and at these words, somewhere deep down inside his soul, he knew he wouldn't be able to do as she wished…
fear is how I fall
inside Kagome, an all consuming fear filled her… she finally broke down and cried…
confusing, confusing what is real
all the while thinking, 'this can't be happening…InuYasha …he couldn't have.. this has to be a dream' she thought desperately.
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
suddenly, from deep within her soul, a surge of calm and peace filled her small body…
consuming/confusing what is real
this feeling consumed and quelled all fear she had previously had…reaching up, she cupped InuYasha's cheek, she asked him to lean down…doing as she bade, InuYasha's eyes opened wide as he and Kagome shared their first and last kiss…'this can't be real…'he thought in denial…
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
as they broke apart, on instinct, he began to nuzzle her neck… softly he bit down, Kagome's back arched as she gasped in shock and slight pain. He'd just marked her…
controlling/confusing what is real
"Inu…Yasha…?" she said in confusion… holding her closer to him, InuYasha whispered to her, "demons mate for life… at least now I wont have to live without you…" he said with a weak grin on his face… tears filled her eyes at these words…"InuYasha…" she whispered… wordlessly she buried her head in his chest, and that's how they were found the next day. Lovers brought together in death…