Prologue:
All that I'd ever wanted was for him to be happy. For him to survive. For him to bear no grudge. For him to forget everything... Including me. It would undoubtedly cause me pain, but his happiness was more important to me than anything else. THAT was my dying wish. THAT was all I'd ever wanted. Even if... Even if it meant sacrificing everything. Even if it meant losing all I've ever cared for. I loved him so. All I have, all I need is him. He's like the air I would kill to breathe. Yet, to prevent his soul from suffering, disappearance was inevitable. He was, he was... He IS my everything. My past, my present, my future all belong to him. I'd wished for nothing more than his life. I was willing to die for that cause. That's why... Back then, I did what I did. I have no regrets. I do not repent making that decision. If given a chance, I would do the same thing. I would do it all over again.
Alas! What I'd done did SAVE his life but it left his soul broken. It was left only with feelings of hatred and despair. He wanted to avenge me. He wanted to turn back time to get me back. But what's done must not be undone. He must not know. Not now, not ever. He must learn to forget. I know that he has it in him to do that. Somehow, he must convince himself to. Else, all that I've done would've been in vain...
All I've ever wished for is for you to be happy, Kuroto.
Dawn: Now that was the prologue for this fic. (Duh.) Hope you liked it! Chapter 1 will hopefully be out sometime this week. Originally, I wasn't sure as to whether or not I should write and post it but then, I was like- "Why not?!" I would probably not have posted the fic today, nor would it have seen the light of day till some time in April had it not been the birthday of a close friend today, who is hopefully reading this. i introduced her to UraBoku and I can only hope she'll like this. So T, this one goes out for you. Happy Birthday :)