"You … don't… want me?"

"No."

With that; he was gone.

I shuddered at the memory that occurred 67 years ago. He left so that I could have a 'happy human life' I scoffed at the thought. I was anything but human; on the same day that he left me in the woods I was changed. I was just sitting in our meadow, crying over my lost love when some lone vampire walked out of the forest. I just looked up, saw who it was and continued to cry. I think the vampire was scared that he had crossed a mental patient. He looked at me and said in a silky voice "Do you know what I am?" I nodded "You're a vampire. Don't worry your meal isn't going to be difficult and run away. You can kill me, I don't care. My life, my love is gone." He seemed intrigued by my calmness so he asked "What happened to you?" Suddenly, I found myself pouring out my life story to this strange vampire. He looked at me at the end of my rant and said "Interesting story. I must say that was amusing, dinner and entertainment but now, I am hungry." He bent down, bit into my neck and began to feed. He would have killed me if not the werewolves had come. They tore him off my limp form and killed him. They probably thought I was dead; to this day I'm not sure why they didn't finish the job. I suffered for three days alone. I ran to the Cullen house, took a shower got a fresh change of clothes and for the first time I looked into a mirror.

I gasped. The girl in the mirror looked stunning. She had all the right curves in all the right places, full breasts, a perfectly straight aristocratic nose, high cheekbones which were sharper and as defined as arrowheads, an angular jaw line, a high forehead, skin that was blemish free and lips which were a red to an extreme degree. Her mahogany hair was lush and had dried into elegant curls which cascaded down the length of her back. I took a minute for it to sink in the girl in the mirror was me. I was prettier then Rosalie Hale and Heidi Volturi put together. At a second glace I started, I had hunted on a grizzly bear on my way to the house and my eyes were already gold but I didn't think much of it. I took one last glance around and left Forks. Over the next 4 years I perfected my control over my powers. I was elemental; my eyes turned green when I was using the earth, white with the wind, red with fire and blue with water. I was also now immune to any vampire special ability; physical or mental.

Aro had of course tried to recruit me once he heard of my powers but I refused. He wouldn't take no for an answer; he sent 8 of his most skilled guard to capture me. It was a hard struggle and I had been bitten all over my arms and neck but I had managed to fight them off. That's when Deven, Jayden and Kent found me; severely injured with the burning guards around me. They quickly accepted me into the coven, became vegetarians and Deven became my mate. Deven and Kent were brothers changed 34 years before I did and Jayden was really old (in vampire years). All of them were changed at 19. The boys treated me like their sister and when I told them everything about my past, yes I do mean everything, they became my overprotective brothers. They never mentioned the hundreds of scars on my neck, arms, legs and torso which put Jaspers injuries to shame. We all dressed in very Victorian clothes and accessories. Not only because the colors suited out skin but because I was in love with all the Victorian styles; architecture, clothing anything. On top of that, Jayden was born in the Victorian age. Jayden always wore black and purple, Deven always wore black and forest green, Kent wore black and blue and I wore black and red. Something I had left behind was my klutziness, thank god, so now all my shoes had nothing less then a 4 inch heel.

Not a day went by when I didn't think about Edward I loved him with everything I had and he broke my heart. But I subconsciously knew that if I ever met him I would be tempted to go to him but I wouldn't. It takes years to build up trust and Edward lost mine. I loved Edward but Deven was my savior in my time of need. I was sitting on my bed wallowing in my thoughts when a pair of pale hands snaked around my waist and cold lips kissed my head. I turned around so that Deven could kiss my lips. Once we had broken apart he said "My love, do you want to join us hunting" I smiled, "Of course I do, what a silly question! Give me a minute to get ready." "O.K" I grinned "Sweetie that means you need to let go of me." He smiled gave me another kiss and got up. He followed me to the bathroom and watched as I put on eyeliner. Being a vampire, nothing else was needed. As I elegantly pinned my mahogany curls I said to Deven "Can you go get my corset dress with the black and red print? Also get my elbow length black satin evening gloves and the black beaded necklace I always wear with that outfit. (Picture of dress and necklace on profile)" He nodded and was back a second later with the clothes. I put on the necklace, gloves and dress and let Deven tie the corset part of it; his fingers lingering a second longer then needed on the ribbon at the top. When he was done I gave him a kiss, tongues and all. He looked dazed as I walked to my closet and got on my knee high black combat boots; thanks to my vampire speed, it didn't take half as long as it should have to lace them.

I ran down the stairs and met my brothers at the entrance to our, you guessed it, huge Victorian house. We had moved back to Forks and would be going to school on Monday. We had the whole weekend to have fun though and couldn't help but let a Cheshire cat grin cover my features as I saw my brothers. They looked amazing and the last time a human saw them the poor girl couldn't stop staring so when they cleared their throats she blushed a darker red then I used to. Deven, Kent and Jayden were all extremely good looking even by vampire standards. Bulk wise Deven and Jayden were and average vampire size but Kent was like our Emmet, he was huge. Mix in his size and attire and he made for one sinister looking vampire until you got to know him. Deven could see the past and Jayden had no special powers and we saw him as our brother not father despite his age. I smiled "Ready to go?" they nodded and we began to run.