Love is suppose to be special right? So why dies it bring pain. Why do I feel like I am on top of the world one minute, and the next minute, feel like its all crashing down? I thought all the girls in movies where just over reacting and should of just sucked it up and deal with it. That there are worse things in life. Why is it so bad that it makes me want to die? I hate it, I hate how it can make even the strongest man fall to his knees. How love can be denied and not be recognized just because you married the same sex. How many people die because of it. So screw it, I'm done with trying to find someone.

Oh yeah, did I tell you killed him yesterday day?

So yeah... Short one shot. Sorry.

Have a very merry unbirthday, and if it is your birthday happy birthday.

~Vally