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Flying never used to bother him but that was before. When the asset was on his way to kill for hydra. Now flying was strange to him maybe it was because he was knew who he was now he was not an asset for Hydra Shield sometimes he needs to protect Steve from getting himself killed. Saving people is nice too that is what the old James "Bucky" Barnes would would do. He does not feel like Bucky though Steve's old childhood friend and war hero. Steve gets sad when ever James tells Steve that. Sometimes it makes him want to be "Bucky" he just does not know how.
It's annoying sometimes not knowing what he should know or being so confused when ever he starts to remember the music or the culture of his time then he is thrown back into reality the modern world with their weird sounding drinks that have nothing to do with what is in the drink itself. He did not know that when Stark had him try a Bloody Mary. Thought it is possible there were drinks like in the 40's he doesn't remember. He likes the new world though he also thinks that Bucky would of liked it too. Though Steve had told him that Bucky liked the old music and dancing James likes it too. Steve likes things in this time too he said that one of the best things about this age is the equality. James agrees he does not understand why one human would be worth more than another based on genetics.
There are more things James likes about the new world like the food, and warm water, and not being a tool used to kill, and good smelling soap, and Steve and his other friends like Sam who knew what to do when the nightmares or the flashbacks came. He likes Natasha sometimes too she understood what being a weapon trained to kill was like the Winter Soldier new about that he helped train her. She does not hate James for that though but she does not treat him as if he was going to explode. Instead she is nosey, sarcastic, and infuriating he likes that. Sometimes. Other times he would wish that he didn't miss that shot two years ago. He wonders if he will ever have any friends that he has not tried to kill.
The turbulence is rough on his flight more than most. James realizes it is not just turbulence when the people without seat belts crash into the roof of the plane. He hears a woman cry behind him as her son's head smashes in with a bag as it falls out of the compartment. The masks he once saw in a movie come down he knew they knocked people unconscious. James didn't like that but he saw the same thing happen now like it happened in the movie people were breathing through the masks and passing out. He did not grab a mask. Even if he wanted to be drugged it would not work on him. He doesn't panic like the sleeping people did there is no point it won't help.
He realizes some of them are not sleeping anymore. He watches as the plane pulls apart. The end section of the plane is first. It dives into the ocean. He is in the first class by the cockpit but then it spits off and heads into trees. The funny thing is he never thought a plane crash would be the thing that kills him. The dying part It is not funny though he does not want to die now. He has not completed his mission Shield will not be happy with that. Steve will not be happy either he will be sad and cry.
James does not like it when Steve cries and it will be James's fault. Again. James's head hurts. His part of the plane is plummeting through a forest.
His face is wet.
The cockpit slams into the grown.
He blacks out on impact.
So It is not that long before but it is just the prologue so don't worry the next chapters will be longer.