Missing You
I'm missing you… but you're getting further, you're out of my grasp, and soon you're just fading away… SasuSaku
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I miss you,
Miss you so bad
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He had good looks.
He was from the rich and strong clan, the Uchihas.
He was every girls dream…
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When it was announced that I was to be in the same team as him,
I was happy, I truly was, and I loved the faces of those girls who were crestfallen.
It was nice to be envied.
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I was infatuated at him,
Just a crush, nothing more,
And soon, I was crushed by him.
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I really thought he hated me.
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But whenever dangers came, he protected me.
When I was trying to protect Tazuna, he shielded me.
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When I felt really insecure,
When I didn't know if I should have taken the Chuunin exams,
He made me believe in myself.
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Eventually I found out his past,
And gradually, I fell for him.
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During the Chuunin exams,
He protected me.
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When he was down, and when I tried to protect him, and Naruto,
I couldn't.
I ran, I threw, I jumped, and I even bit,
But I still needed the help of others.
I was weak.
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I was scared,
He woke up, and those ugly black marks formed on him,
But what scared me most was the look on his face,
He had a look of pure ecstasy that was so unreal,
When he attacked the person, who attacked me,
So unlike him.
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I was so scared,
It wasn't the Sasuke-kun I wanted,
It wasn't him.
So I hugged him.
Begged him to return the Sasuke-kun I knew.
The Sasuke-kun I loved.
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Afterwards, I knew so much more about him,
I began to understand him,
Began to care for him, think for him.
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It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared,
And making me feel like I was the only one.
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He made me feel special.
Even in the most trivial things,
Like when I was about to trip,
He would grab me before I fell,
If it were Naruto he would gladly let him fall face flat.
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He made me feel special.
In so many ways,
If any girl was about to jump him,
He would neatly step away,
But, he let me get close to him,
Walk together with him,
Even let me hold his hand at times.
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You were everything,
Everything that I wanted.
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I love him.
His (ever so rare) smiles, his smirks,
His coldness, His bluntness,
Everything that made him,
Sasuke.
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And I thought we could be
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I was horrified,
Because somehow I knew,
He was leaving.
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I confessed to him.
I was so desperate,
I wanted to hold on to him,
Never let him go.
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But he let me go,
He left me behind,
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All of the memories so close to me just fade away
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I don't want to forget him.
I love him.
And that still remains.
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Now you're gone,
Now you're gone,
There you go,
There you go,
Somewhere I can't bring you back
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I miss you…
I miss you…
I miss you…
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But you're moving forward, never looking back,
You're out of my reach, out of my grasp, and I can't get you back.
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So much for my Happy Ending
A/N. Well seriously, HOW COULD I LET IT END LIKE THAT!
But it's a oneshot, maybe I would make a sequel for it.
So watch out, yeah
Reviews are greatly appreciated!
Ja!
IC-chan