A/N: Yellowfang reflects on her relationship with Raggedstar
Belongs to Erin Hunter
- NM101
I thought I saw something more than friendship that day but I had been mistaken, sorely mistaken. If only I had listened to my head and not my heart, then maybe everything would be back to how it once was. Maybe I would still be the respected medicine cat of my birth clan. Maybe I could have grown old surrounded by people who liked me, my family, my friends. Maybe I wouldn't have gotten pregnant. Maybe I wouldn't have gave birth to that monster of a cat. Maybe the clan wouldn't be devastated with the many deaths of kits, apprentices, warriors and elders alike. Maybe Brokenstar would never have became leader. Maybe this was my punishment. Maybe I was to die alone outside of camp with no one not a single soul to help me. Maybe I deserve this. Maybe... I shouldn't have been so foolish in love. It wasn't meant to be anyway, he had never loved me. Maybe I should stopped thinking about the maybes and start thinking about the possibilities.