Unwanted Savior

Loneliness wraps me in her
Unforgiving arms
And I find myself yielding
To her cold charms.

I shiver as I bury myself
Deeper from within.
As I watch myself wither,
My life force growing dim.

I laugh and it feels hallow
I cry and it feels weak.
For I'm sure he'll kill me
In less than a week.

But it's okay for now
To cry and to show pain
No one is around to see
My bravado wane.

I howl like I am hurting
I weep as if I am dying.
Safe in knowing that
Nobody can hear me crying.

But after all my hysterics
I slowly begin to smile.
Surely to the outsider
I must be going senile.

For how can a dying man
Smile so sweetly at death?
How can he hold on when
He has no strength left?

Easy. I just recall the look
On his ugly face.
When I spat at him with my
Nose wrinkled in distaste

Then I said those words that
I'm sure he's never heard.
And really the priceless look on
His face was just so absurd.

I lifted my storm cloud eyes
To meet his eerie red
And whispered softly words
No one has ever said.

I whispered, "I am Draco Lucien Malfoy
And yes, I am your servant's son.
But don't forget I'm still Draco Lucien Malfoy
And I simply bow to no one."

I smile at this sweet memory as
death is coming near.
And I surprise myself for I
Feel no fear.

So I stare at the wand in front of me
With defiant silver eyes.
Knowing this is where my gruesome
Death lies.

But before any cutting remarks or
Final words were said.
A shower of lights, of greens and blues
Flew just overhead.

I could not even react, I'm hit and
I'm about to fall
But before I do strong arms catch me
I was saved after all.

Already darkness was enveloping me
My wounds too bad to mend.
But a realization hits me before
This nightmare could end.

Saving emeralds were staring back at me
Piercing my soul through.
Stupid Gryffindork with a hero complex!
Potter, damn you!

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Bwahaha this is just a draft by the way. I am by no means satisfied with my work right now. :sighs: Please review! Any feedback would be great since I feel like a talentless nobody at this moment. Waa! I know pathetic but I really do need the feedback!