Love's Unwanted
A/N: This is my first fan fiction. Review to tell me what you think, even if it's bad. I really hope you like it!
Disclaimer: I don't own the Twilight series. Duh.
Chapter 1: Hidden
It has been six years since my heart was torn out and mangled beyond repair. The pain is still as hard to bear as it was that first night. The only difference is that now my life has meaning again. I have found love's second chance for me.
Jacob Black has always been my best friend, and tomorrow he will become much more than that; tomorrow he will become my husband. After he left me, I didn't believe that it would be possible for me to love anyone, but Jacob proved me wrong. I love him as much as I could love anyone after what happened, and that is enough for him. So tomorrow I will be his bride, and that is as close to true happiness as I ever will be again.
If Jacob were to leave me now, I wouldn't be able to hold on any longer. The pain of another heartbreak would be more than I could bare, for I am already missing the largest piece of my heart, and it will never return to me again.
Thinking of all this was not allowed, it caused me too much physical pain as well as emotional. I cleared those thoughts out of my head and wiped the tears off of my face. This was my last day to finish packing my belongings and say goodbye to Charlie's house.
I got up off of the floor and straightened my clothes out before leaning over to close the box containing my diploma from the community college and a few framed pictures.
That's when I noticed it. My sudden shift of position caused the end of one of the floor boards to come up. I carefully leaned over and grabbed onto the floorboard, keeping the end from slipping back into place. I stepped off of the board and pulled up, the plank came up easily, revealing a blank CD case and a few pictures. I threw the floorboard to the ground and fell to my knees to retrieve the items. Sure enough, the pictures were of him, and the CD case held the CD containing a recording of his compositions. The tears began to spill over. I set the items down on my bed and replaced the floorboard.
I slowly got up and walked over to my nightstand where my CD player still remained unpacked. I put the CD in and hit play. As the first song began to play I collapsed onto my bed and began to cry uncontrollably.
My sobs must have been loud enough to hear from downstairs, because Charlie soon stood in my door frame with a worried look on his face.
"What is it Bella? What's wrong?" he asked while running over to me. I tried to tell him that it was nothing, but when I opened my mouth the sobs only got louder, and my body began to shake fiercely. That's when he noticed the pictures on the end of my bed and did the only thing that could have possibly made the situation worse.
"What the hell are these?" Charlie was furious. He picked up the pictures and stared at them, as if wishing he could set them on fire with his glare. "I never want to see this bastard's face again! And that CD is his music isn't it?" He went to my CD player and opened it, quickly taking the CD out. "I'm ruining these."
"No!" He couldn't ruin them! They we're all I had left of Edward. All I ever would have of him. I jumped up and reached for him, but he took a step back and I fell to the ground instead. He turned around and broke the CD, than finished the job by tearing the pictures to shreds. I began to scream and cry even louder. He came up to me and lifted me back onto my bed.
"It was for the best Bella." He said calmly. "Now get ready, we're all going out to dinner in an hour. Me, You, Jake, Billy, and Renee."
Charlie walked out of the room and I began to calm myself down. I would see Jake in an hour, I could get through this for him.
A/N: I will post another chapter if I get a few reviews saying that you guys like it. I know this has probably been done a million times before. But trust me, it's going to be totally different than you think. :]
--Ever Defender