Disclaimer- I do not own Kim possible Disney do that should be enough but please don't sue imp just a poor sad student who is forever skin boo hoo

Liar Liar heart on fire

By Holy Guacamole

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A/N First fan fic so be gentle I'm not used to flames yet and I've only just ordered my fire retardant clothing off E-bay so if you do hate it please only slight toasting lol

Each chapter starts with a letter from Shego it starts after the events of So the Drama so if you've been living I a cave and haven't seen it yet get your Neanderthal butt outta there and get a DVD player :)

Chapter One- Realization

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Dear Princess

I don't really know why I'm writing this because I know I'm not going to send it. I wanted to tell you how you... affect me in a way no other can I know we fight and shit but you've got to admit vie never really hurt you. Its my job to stop you that's all I ever did I distracted you, in a weird way trying not to hurt you but that night you crossed the line and showed your true emotions .I just wanted you to believe that I had nothing to do with it because not only do I respect the same code as senior senior but a respect you too Kimmie, a helluva lot!, and what Drakken did was wrong.I mean even wrong for an evil genius.

After that night I felt torn, I found I didn't just respect you I well.. I loved you.I loved you and that's why it hurt so much for you to try and kill me.It all fell into place as I was being pounded by thousands of volts of electricity.I was being shocked with the most excruciating pain of all... Realization .It was within an inch of life that I realized about you and I. Our fights, why I couldn't help control my emotions when you were around I mean I trained for five years to keep them in line and Bam one day a red headed annoying brat of a cheerleader breaks my cool.

I am not weak for not sending this letter its just that I'm not stupid enough to let my guard down, I mean, why should I tell you how I felt... still feel, because surprisingly I still do even after you tried to kill me. I can relate to having your emotions toyed with and what it can do to you

Forever yours SheGo

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BEEP BEEP BEPBEP

Kim groaned and rolled over to her bedside table and picked up her Kimmunicator "wass sa sitch?"

"Break in at Nano-labs downtown... The young genius didn't have to say anything else Kim was already up and grabbing her mission clothes. She was hoping this thief was a green plasma wielding one. Kim hadn't seen Shego since the Diablo incident and Kim was aching to see her. Shego was very good at disappearing. it seemed there had been no news of her since she boosted herself and Drakken out of jail six months ago. Kim was worried about her.What if I injured her like internal bleeding and shed escaped and died and it would be my fault.. I've never killed anyone before and she didn't want to start... ever! Kim was taken out of her thoughts by the whirring of helicopter blades outside of her window. Thanks to a sizable donation to Team possible from an anonymous ally who gave it in with a note that read Transport funds- get something that flies! So now Team possible had a very nice helicopter and part time chauffeur which Kim now entered "hey Jake" she shouted over the noise of the blades "Nano-labs please"

Entering through the back entrance, Kim was bursting with excitement. She was going to see Shego, this was her kind of job.Science lab, theft, no real sighting it was promising. Kim opened the door quietly and faced the thieves big blue eyes.

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Kim sat on her bed crying. Why wasn't she there? She was supposed to be there, I needed her to be there. no I didn't I just needed to know if she was alive.

BEEP BEEP BEPBEP

Kim just turned it off. She couldn't cope with another mission, the world would have to save itself.

Kim's mother had noticed her daughters strange behavior but hadn't said any thing but it was getting out of hand now. Dr possible knocked on her daughters door "Honey, we need to talk" Kim answered with a muffled whimper, this taken as permission to enter the room and sat at the foot of her distraught daughters bed . "Honey, I know that Eric is gone but he wasn't real Kimmie he was a robot remember you should have gotten over it by now its been almost half a year" Kim had a decision to make, tell her mum why she was crying or tell her she was right and pretend to be okay. It didn't take her long to come to a conclusion, she couldn't lie and even if she did it was obvious.

Kim took a deep breath "Mum its not Eric its... its Sh.." god I'm going to start crying again "...Shego, I mean is she dead? I know I shouldn't care but I cant stop thinking about her... that look she gave me when I kicked her tore me up inside like I'd kicked myself. I just want to see her again, even if she tries to kill me at least I'll know she's alive. I miss her.I cant lie anymore" At the end of this Kim took another big gulp of air and then burst out crying again. Kim's mum put on her poker face she didn't want Kim to see the shock on her face."Using one word Kim" Asked Dr possible "how do you feel towards Shego?" she waited patiently as her daughter thought about it.

"I... I... don't know." Kim stuttered through sobs.Kim's mum wasn't having any of it, Kim was a terrible liar " you love her don't you?" Kim even though crying as if her life depended on it couldn't fight the scarlet blush that forced itself to her cheeks. All her mother had to say was "Goodnight honey" and left the room.

Kim was left to ponder on her feelings towards Shego. Do I love her? It was a big thing. She was a woman, a thief, someone who she... loved. Damn Kimthought I'm head over heels. Kim cried some more but now at least she knew why she was so sad.. incomplete. She needed Shego, she was her Yan.

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A/N Well my first chapter you could tell me what you though but I'm not one to beg or grovel for attention... strip that please leave me a review lol