Angels
-I don't own Twilight
-I don't own Angels
Sparkling Angel I believe
You are me saviour in my time of need
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear
Everything had been perfect. We had been happy, but now. Maybe Billy was right when he told me to stay away. He only brought me pain. Edward was so perfect. Every time I needed him he was there, he had fended off drunken idiots. He had killed a vampire that was after my blood.
His pale skin was so smooth, so cool. It was amazing how instead of burning he only sparkled. It was like he was made of diamonds.
I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now, no mercy no more
There's no remorse 'cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart
The nightmares were always the same, just nothing, nothing but trees and that alone feeling. I couldn't find what I was looking for, simply because there was nothing to find. I wanted to get away from I had felt.
His house was still immaculate, it was if they all just gone out. The glass was slowly becoming covered in dust. I had seen it just yesterday. In vain hopes that they would still be there.
You took my heart, deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams, I wish they'd turn into real
You broke your promise and made me realise
It was all just a lie
Like he never existed, he couldn't erase my memory, everything reminded me of him. A clean break, how did that help? Maybe it would have been easier to end slowly.
If he had been careful, if I had been careful then maybe, just maybe, he wouldn't have left. If he ever came back I would not hurt myself again. Accident or not.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me
Fallen angel, tell me why
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye
Had he just got sick of me, all of it telling me I was his life, it was all just words. I was a challenge, now he had overcome the bloodlust I was just another human.
I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now, no mercy no more
There's no remorse 'cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart
I took in nothing, everyone started to ignore me, I didn't register this. I kept myself clean, went to school, did homework, cleaned, cooked, ate, slept, dreamed, screamed, woke up to start all over again.
Days all blurred into one jumbled mess. I didn't really register anything and more than once I had found myself getting ready to drive to school only for Charlie to tell me it was Saturday.
You took my heart, deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams, I wish they'd turn into real
You broke your promise and made me realise
It was all just a lie
He hadn't kept any of his promises, why should I keep mine? Easy, I still loved him even after all the he put me through, I was still loyal. Pathetic really, no doubt he was already getting on with his existence. Would there be some new girl he was with?
Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end
This world may have failed you
That doesn't give you a reason why
You could have chosen a different path in life
Why did he leave? Was he bored? Didn't he realise what I would do? I thought he knew me, just another one of my delusions. But the others why did they leave, I knew Rosalie would have had no problem leaving, but Alice, I thought she actually liked me. I thought Emmett did, he certainly enjoyed teasing me. Esme had loved me, treated me just like a daughter.
The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart, deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams, I wish they'd turn into real
You broke your promise and made me realise
It was all just a lie
I don't know what to do, Charlie bugs me about going out with friends but I don't have any now. I abandoned them for pain.
Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end
I need him, now, more than ever.