Last Goodbyes
Shee opened the door of Des' cell and walked in. He was sat there with his head in his hands. She went and sat down next to him, he knew someone was there but it just wasn't worth it to him to see who. "Des?" He looked up. He was amazed, he couldn't believe she would ever speak to him again after all the horrible things he'd done to her. "Shee I-" "Don't Des," Sheelagh cut him off. Silent tears fell down his face, as he knew no matter how he tried he couldn't make it up to her. Sheelagh was so confused. How could man she'd fallen so madly in love with hurt her like that? He was such a good man and she knew it, but the torment of his terrible mistake had turned him aroud. Taken him over to the dark side and changed him so drastically. She was still in love with her Des, she knew her Des was different, was sweet and caring and would never hurt her, not like that. "You've broken me Des. I'm torn, I loved you. I loved you so much and you caused me more hurt than I've ever known. You changed Des. Changed from the man I loved more than anything to the man I feared more than anything." Des knew all this was true. Words couldn't explain how much he regretted what he had done to Shee. He loved her so deeply and didn't know what had taken over him, if only he could go back. Go back and make it all better for her. But he couldn''t and that caused him so much pain. He too, was torn. "Shee, Im so sorry. Sorry for everything and I know that nothing I say can make it better but I need you to know how much I love you. I have no idea who I was or what I was doing the past few months, I was so hurt and confused. I'd lost you. I'd lost Niamh and I needed someone else to blame other than me. When I heard Cameron was there when my beautiful baby girl died, something just took over me. I was a different person." Shee was now crying too. She knew he meant what he was saying, but she could never forgive him for what he'd done. "Here Des, take this," she whispered as she handed him a picture of her and Niamh. "Just so you can remember us where ever you end up." "I'll never forget you Shee. I love you so much," he whispered through the tears. Sheelagh stood up, so did Des. Shee wrapped her arms around him one more time and held him tight. She let her tears fall onto his jumper. "Goodbye Des. I'll miss you." Des closed his eyes. "Goodbye, Shee. You'll always be my baby." Shee leant up and softly kissed Des on the cheek before letting him go and walking out of the cell. "I love you Sheelagh," Des called after her. She turned around and weakly smiled at him, then continued out of the cell leaving him still alone and still torn. He stared at the picture she had given him. He stared at the two most beautiful things in the universe and cried harder as he knew he'd never she them again. His gorgeous baby Niamh, he only wished he'd been there to hold her little hand and kiss her, his only daughter. The love of his life, Sheelagh who he'd caused so much pain, her loving blue eyes. You can see straight into her soul through those gorgeous eyes, he thought to himself.He turned over the picture and read the writing on the back.
We will always love you Des.
Shee & Niamh x x
You say that im crazy
And its probably true
But im at my happiest
Just when im with you
Theres a distance between us
So far that i cant reach
The stagelights that shine so brightly
But still i find no peace
And im a long long way from you
Id give it all up just for you
Just to have you near me
Id give it all up just for you
Bring me up
Bring me down
Turn me inside out
Id give it all up just for you
Ive been hearing some stories
Of couples so in love
They spend so much time apart
That it never seems to work
And im a long long way from you
Still id give it all up just for you
Just to have you near me
Id give it all up just for you
Bring me up
Bring me down
Turn me inside out
Id give it all up just for you
I know Shee aint that forgiving but hey it's fiction here! :)
Abi
P.S, the song wasnt written on the back but it wouldnt let me fix it so..yeah