DSK: Uhh..yeaaaaah...I dunno what inspired me to write this..well, i kinda do, but I wont say.. Anyways, this is my Valentines Day tribute..

Heh.. I don't know what to say.

I don't know what to do.

This feeling inside just screams at me about you.

Yet, three remain, while five are gone.

Unfortunately, you're gone too.

Your body remains, but your mind's not the same.

How was I supposed to know I had hurt you so?

They gave me the name of the 'Happy one'.

No, I *NEVER* deserved that title.

Not once, was i ever /truely/ happy.

Even being around them never made me happy.

I never understood you?

Yes, yes I did.

I took advantage of you.

I hurt you.

I /loved/ you.

Now, I completely loathe myself..

They gave me the name of Innocence.

A very big mistake.

I was naive then.

But never, was I innocent.

All your serene hopes and dreams, were shattered because of me.

I used you.

I broke you.

I made you like a shattered doll.

I held your soul in my hands and I tore it to pieces.

I crushed you.

And yet, I felt no guilt.

But now..

Lonliness etches my mind everynight.

Yet, I cannot stand to be with anyone.

The thought of what I did to you, keeps me in my solice place.

Forced to be someone i'm not.

I was cruel.

I was heartless.

I understood you perfectly.

Emotions I toyed with.

Emotions I changed daily.

Everyone say such emotion in my eyes.

Such emotions, i never felt.

Emotions are toys, played with, then discarded.

You had none, I gave you some.

I broke you in half...

I made you cry.

I made all of those scars on you.

And I had not greif at all..

I'm sorry now, but, you will never forgive me.

So i'll go on with live, living like this.

Living in this solice place.

A darkend room, just for me, as shadsows pass right through.

I wanted you to know that i'm broken, just like you.

Tainted worser then before.

Naive I was, but heartbroken I am.

But I wanted to send this to you, just for you to know I'm sorry.

But said to late, I have just three more words to say..

*Happy Valentine's day...*

DSK: heh..there it is.. Some valentine's day I had.. Just suffered until I broke down.. well, hope you're valentines day was better then mine.. C-ya..