A new HP fic for all of you hopeless FanFiction obsessors (:ahem: me :ahem:) This one includes the characters from HP of course, but I added some new ones to make my fic complete. The prologue is below, so please read and review, then go to the first chapter.

But first, a few dedications and acknowledgements to:

Allie- my bff who was killed in a car crash last year. I love you and miss you, baby girl, thanks for being there for me when you were still here.

Sara E- my soul sister forever, thanks for all your love and inspiration!

Holly- for telling me I am beautiful when I feel my ugliest- i love you!

Black Tear- for your wonderful fics! you're an inspiration too! (ps, i'm sara the one who wrote you all those wonderful reviews for "Blinded by Tears"!!)

Okay, so enjoy my new fic, R&R, PLZ!!! luv you guys!!!

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~*Prologue*~

Sometimes the world seems so unreal, making it harder for me to deal. The way my life changes with the blink of an eye, the way I sit all alone in my room to cry. They way with each breath I somehow feel empty, feeling like all of the earth is against me.

The pain that I feel with each passing day, is hidden inside and inside it will stay. The way each glance at my sad reflection can show me each and every imperfection. The way with each passing day I'm always one step behind, each drop of sun becoming harder and harder to find.

Sometimes I can barely believe my eyes, looking out into a world of secrets and lies. The feelings of greif will always remain, here in my heart where I hold all my pain. Is there anyway to make them see, the way with each word; how they're killing me?

As the world turns it'll never turn back, you once were my light but my whole world's gone black. People come and people go, a simple smile no feelings shown. We pick it up and carry on, wondering each night how we'll make it till the dawn.

Each word each moment each tear, every second that passes without you here. Every time I said I'd let you go, but here I am, still so much pain to show. What am I now that you have gone? I'm nothing but I'm still carrying on.

-Me (*©*)

"You cry yourself to sleep Sleep at night but once the night is gone And you prepare to face a brand new day You hide yourself behind that mastermind You're in disguise It's as if you try to put a mask on your pain

You don't know who you are What you're about where are you now You're becoming someone that you don't want to be You're trying so hard to fit in..."

-Stacie Orrico "Genuine"

With every minute you spend in pain, you're losing 60 seconds of happiness.

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Like the prologue? Okay so go on and read the fic!

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