Disclaimer: I don't own Jon or Alanna. Tamora Pierce does and

I don't own Delta Goodrem's song "not me not I".

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Alanna felt gloomy.

She was reminiscing about her and Jon's

fight and break up in the desert.

~You mixed me up for someone

Who'd fall apart without you

Yeah you broke my heart for the first time

But I'll get over that too

It's hard to find the reasons

Who can see the rhyme?

I guess that we were seasons out of time

I guess you didn't know me

If you think love is blind

That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines

Surpised that I caught you out

On every single time you lied

Did you think that everytime I see you I would cry

No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I~

Alanna sighed and put her head in her hands "gods I miss him.

His voice, his laugh,his smell, his lips"

she whispered brokenly to herself.

~The story goes on without you

And there's got to be another ending

But yeah you broke my heart

Won't be the last time

But I'll get over them too

As a new door opens we close the ones behind

And if you search your soul I know you'll find

You never really knew me

If you think love is blind

That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines

Surpised that I caught you out

On every single time you lied

Did you think that everytime I see you I would cry

No not me, not I, not I, not I, not I~

Alanna laughed bitterly to herself "why am I remembering this, it just hurts"

~All you said to me

All you promised me

All the mystery never did believe

No I never cry no I never not me not I~

'I won't cry, I never cry' Alanna thought to herself

~If you think love is blind

That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines

Surpised that I caught you out

On every single time you lied

Did you think that everytime I see you I would cry No not I, I won't cry,

no not me, not I, not I~

But as she promised herself that a lone tear rolled down her cheek.