Chapter 1: Going back to a hell hole...

DISCLAIMER: I'M BACK! I STILL DON'T OWN TWILIGHT THOUGH SO YEAH THAT'S A BUMMER... ANYWAY HOPE YOU'RE READY FOR AN EPIC ADVENTURE!

I never knew life could be so... meaningless. I guess it's just not the same when you're missing part of you. Winter ended and spring flung itself into full bloom, the only part I remember is him leaving two months ago. My family definetly notice my sudden change in attitude, of course non of them understood. They all probably sympathise for me, I don't even care anymore. I just want to see those ruby eyes again, to see that gently smile he uses only for me...

I sighed, reaching the end of my book. I threw it aside, grabbing one of Alec's letters to me. I smiled as I unfurled the letter.

Dear Chloe

It's unbeilevable how unnatural life feels without you. I miss you considerably, life feels unfulfilled. Jane and Randall are annoying the heck out of me! I've never seen my sister so loving, I even caught them kissing... I'm forever scarred. For some reason I have a feeling they've gone further than that... Anyway! Felix says hi as does Demetri. Hows life there? How are you?

I miss you Love

Alec

I smiled softly, tracing my finger along his neat script. His letters are probabbly the only thing keeping me sane. I can't believe I've fallen so hard for him when I was so sure he was an ass. I chuckled, remembering those times we nearly killed each other. WHAT AM I DOING! He's not dead! Jeez is this what love does to you? Oh hell no!

I shook my head and zoomed out my room as if there was a fire, I think I'll go downstairs now. I skipped falsely down the stairs, greeting my family chirpley. The gave me a strange look, as if expecting me to start bawling helplessy. I laughed slightly to myself, going to join Nessie in the kitchen. When I arrived I saw her trying to reach some peanutbutter on a really high shelf, aww midget! I giggled, floating down the jar for her. She grabbed the jar and turned to smile at me.

"Thanks Clo." She said.I smiled, feeling a hand on my shoulder. I saw Bella out of the corner of my eye, pinching the bridge of her nose.

"Nessie, we've had this discussion. No peanut butter, you're allergic." Bella sighed. Edward cam walking in, evidently trying to hide his laughter. Nessie gave her Mom a smug look, opening the lid and grabbing a spoon. She took a big scoop of peanut butter and held it up.

"Let me go to school." She said. I snickered, not this again. Renesemee has been dying to go to high school but her parent's think she's not ready. Honestly I wouldn't go back even if you paid me! Bella did a face palm, causing me to splutter so I could hold in my laughter. Bella growled, eyeing Edwards laugh lines which had appeared.

"Nessie it's not safe, we need someone there who can control your thirst." Bella said for the billionth time. Ness was about to put the spoon in her mouth, pausing as her eyes lit up. Her chocolate brown eyes focused on me, a wide spread grin adoning her face. I swore mentally causing Edward to give in to his long held laughter, what could she possibly want?!

"Chloe has the best control over her thirst in the house, she can go with me." Ness said. I felt my eyes widened, I h-have to g-go b-back... Holy cow shit! Bella shrugged.

"That's true and I suppose that's safe. Only if Chloe want's to though." Bella said. I shook my head furiously.

"NO!" I shouted. Nessie gave me the puppy dog eyes and quivered her lip, no no no! She whimpered helplessly, widening her big brown eyes. I growled and shook my head. She pulled out her final stop.

"Pwease Cwoe..." She said in her baby lisp. I tried to stay strong but caved in under the pressure, shoot. I sighed and nodded, causing her to squeal. She bounced up and down, hugging me tightly. Oh god. I glared at the tiny bouncing girl which whom I call my best friend. Edward laughed cruelly, causing me to tip the peanut butter on his head. Bella and Renesmee laughed like crazy, causing me to smirk at my cocky brother.

Before he got time to retaliate, I felt Carlisle put his hand on the doorknob. My face brightened and I sped to the entrance to open the door for him, which didn't surprise him on bit. He always brings the mail from work and I'm always awaiting letters from italy. We can't get mail to our house anymore since the postman doesn't like being nearly mauled by bears anymore. Such a wimp! Carlisle flicked through the mail, giving me the familiar beige envelope. I gripped it tightly to my chest, estactic as ever. I greeted Carlisle and kissed his cheek before walking into the living room and plopping down on the couch.

The letter felt heavier than usual and I could sense something heavy slide inside. I opened it carefully, taking the lettter out and unfolding it.

Dear Chloe

I've been thinking lately of how you gave me a parting gift. I thought about give you something special and this couldn't be anymore fitting. When Aro killed my village he spared my mother, but that pig had killed her thinking she was a witch too. When I went back to my village to say a last goodbye (while Jane fawned over Aro of course...) and I found this clutched in her hand. It's her necklace, I've kept it since I was a newborn and there is no one I trust it more with than you. Take care of it like it's your own, well I guess technically it is now... That was a bad joke wasn't it? I love you more than you can think of, stay safe love.

Love

Alec

P.S

My father got it from an extremely good blacksmith after he saved his daughter from falling in a river. Hope you like it!

I smiled to myself and gently plucked out the slightly heavy necklace. It was a small silver sword with a dragon wrapped round it, it literally took my breath away. You could tell it had been shined and polished but it had still looked old and antique like. I let my fingers run over the intricet detailing, picking up Alec's wild cherry scent on the cold metal. I saw a small hand gently take the necklace from my palm, looking up to see Alice. She smiled and put the necklace on for me, sitting down next to me.

" No matter how well you hide it, I know you hurt inside. Sweetie I may not know Alec very well but please don't lose hope. He loves you and I can see that, one day you will be together." She assured, gently squeezing my hand. I looked away, playing with her small slight fingers. It's never that easy, it never has been. I just wish that for once my life wouldn't get so complicated to the point I felt like just giving up. Trust me I was suicidal, yet now ending my life leaves to much baggage. My family, our friends and of course Alec. I could never do that to him, the pain would be unbearable. Of course there is the possiblity he would just find another mate, I guess it's unlikely though.

"Have you seen it?" I asked. Her smile faltered slightly but she kept on shining through.

"There are some things I don't have to see to know." She consoled. I sighed, dropping her hand like it was venom.

" So in other words, you're just guessing right?" I said, not meaning the bitterness in my tone. She chuckled quietly, stroking my soft curls.

"Sweetie I do a lot of things, being a fashionista, irritating Edward, being an awesome aunt and mom... But I never ever guess. Let us call it a calculated theory, that has a nice ring to it doesn't it. Edward has been telling me what you've been thinking-" I cut her off, angery as hell.

"You've been spying on my thoughts! Alice that's low, especially for you!" I exclaimed. She waved her hand to silence me.

"Yeah yeah, whatever! Anyway your thoughts are just surrounded by him and I'm not going to tell you to stop thinking about him. That would be cruel. I just want you to have a positive outlook on things, he will come back. Stop doubting the fact that he won't and stop saying he probably doesn't love you. Alec at the best of times is cold and heartless, you can tell when he's happy. I've never seen him like that, not even with Jane." Alice explained. I smiled in spite of myself, twiddling my thumbs.

"I guess I could try that, even though it would make no difference." I said stubbornly. She smiled and tapped my nose, dissappearing to some far corner of the house.

Alice. A whole new breed of vampire.