Summery - Allen rocks up at Kanda's door... 7 months after they've broken up. Though, why they really broke up, is a question both still...well...question. This story follows their lives, starting the moment they meet and working its way through, right back to the beginning, where the prologue introduces you.

Pairings - Allen/Kanda, Ravi/Tyki, & a few others.

Rating - T (may change during development, seeing as there is no way my friend, to who this story is dedicated, is going to let me get away with T rating^^"")

Disclaimer = I do not own DGray-man, for it belongs to Katsura Hoshino.


PROLOGUE – You're Here?


"Moyashi?"

"Ah…"

"What… what are you doing here?" questioned a confused Kanda.

A flustered Allen (aka Moyashi) stared at his feet while searching for an answer. "I… I…"

After what must have been five minutes Allen still couldn't find a reasonable excuse, or a believable one, for standing in front of his ex's apartment. Glancing up at Kanda, Allen whispered the only words that came to mind, "I don't know."

For another short moment they stood in moderate silence, while trying to figure out what to say next.

Kanda, on one hand, didn't know how to react, much less what to say. He and Allen had broken up nearly 7 months ago, due to trust issues, and hadn't seen or spoken to each other since.

Now, here his Moyashi stands, looking as cute as ever, outside his apartment door not knowing why? Is it just him or was this a little more than confusing…

On the other hand, Allen knew that what he had said would leave Kanda stumped. They had been going out for three years prior to their break up, and knew one another down to a T. If they weren't together during the day, they were together in the evening, and vice versa. When he thought about it, the reason for their split sounded pretty funny.

Kanda, realizing that it was probably a maximum of 2'C outside, judging by the goose bumps appearing on his arms and the way Allen was shivering, opened the door wider, "Get inside Moyashi, before you freeze your ass off."

Allen smiled, "Wouldn't want that happening now would we?"

"Hm," Kanda replied, as he stepped to the side, so that the Moyashi could enter.

Allen couldn't help but feel a sense of home when he walked through the door. Though not crazy large, the apartment was still fairly roomy. There were only four objects, a three seater couch, a coffee table, a television (placed precariously on a small stand) and a bookcase in a corner, placed in the biggest room of all. When Allen was staying with Kanda they always used to bicker about how the one wanted to decorate more and how the other could care less.

Needless to say Allen never got his wish.

"Oi, Moyashi!"

Allen jerked out of his thought abruptly, turning to face the other occupant of the room, "Eh? Sorry, what you say, Kanda?"

"See your head's still in the ether." At that Allen couldn't help but blush. He was known for spacing out during conversations, and important situations. "I asked if you would like something warm to drink."

"Un," nodding his head furiously, Allen answered. "Hot chocolate, pweeaaze."

"Heh heh, I thought as much." With that Kanda walked off into the kitchen to make them some Hot chocolate.

Allen made his way to the couch, and plopped himself down on it, after snatching the TV remote off the coffee table, which his feet now rested on. The television held his interest for about a minute before, once again, his mind wandered off.

He couldn't help but think about why he was here in the first place, and how he got to Kanda's without collapsing from exhaustion was, for him, an even better question. Not only had he not slept in approximately 48 hours but he didn't recall getting on the train, which means he must have walked all the way from work, and that was a very long way.

Coming back down to reality for a second, Allen noticed that Kanda still hadn't returned from the kitchen. Deciding to see if he was alright, Allen got up from the couch, and silently made his way towards the kitchen. Reaching his destination, he peeked through doorway first, before deeming it safe to enter. So as not to suffer Kanda's rath just for 'accidentally' disturbing him.

"Ah, Kanda?" Allen started. After a minute or so with no reply, he continued. "You alright? I… um… it doesn't normally take you this long to make Hot chocolate, does it?"

"Sorry?" questioned Kanda, as he turned Allen. The fact that he had clearly not been on earth, or making yummy hot chocolate for that matter, was apparent by the startled expression he now wore on his face.

"Are you OK? You did a me and totally spaced for… quite a while I guess."

"You guess?" After saying this Kanda turned to put the kettle on, having only just remembered what he was supposed to do in the first place.

Allen laughed shyly, "I kind of spaced out for a bit to so…"

"I see," was Kanda simple reply.

Only once the kettle had finished boiling and the warm drinks made, did the two make their way back to the cosy couch. It was some time before either spoke to the other again, but surely enough, conversation started up eventually. For a period of time they chatted about what they had been up to since their break, and if or they were now dating. Of course it was long before the conversation turned bad.

"Hey, Moyashi?" Kanda voiced uneasily.

"Ye?" acknowledged Allen, as he cast his eyes upwards to look into Kanda's, instead of an empty mug.

"How… did we get here?" Kanda asked unsurely. "I mean why the hell did we really break up?"

Allen sighed, breaking eye contact with Kanda. Soon after he replied with the only words that he could think of at that moment, "… I don't know."


A/N= My first story on FFnet so please Review ALL your thoughts ne~ thx you=3 late.