Chapter one.
Not much to say because I'm still new to this this is the first story I ever written by myself lol besides Fifty Shades of Attraction with Freegurl 999 if you haven't read that yes please do ! but yeah the name of my story is called Cold Heart it's a Juey story of course so don't worry about that lol and it came up with much encouragement from FreeGurl99 to try a story on my own so please read and review
Thanks Guys (: ! signed Natasha Annalise.
"Ugh it's been such a long day I'm Overdue for a nap" Jazmine yawned as she settled back easily in her seat. Her Boyfriend Huey Freeman was quiet which wasn't unusual but today he was more silent than normal.
"Huey is something wrong?" she asked noticing that he wasn't talking whenever they left school he always had something to say so why was he so mute today.
"Jazmine we have to talk" the seriousness and finality in his voice was so strong that Jazmine couldn't help but shiver at his tone.
"Okay, about what?" she said getting nervous she knew something was coming and she couldn't help but feel worried.
"I wanna break up" he said boldly and quickly in fact he answer that question so fast that Jazmine could barely comprehend what he just said. "You want to what?" she asked. "I want to break up I think we should start seeing other people" he answered simply looking at her.
"Why" her voice quivering what was he saying oh god please don't let her cry because she could feel the budding tears threatening to break apart from her eyes.
"I'm not feeling this right now I think it would be the best for the both of us" he said as though this was the most normal conversation in the world in fact he was almost aloof about this there was no emotion coming from his end.
Maybe that's why Jazmine was resisting to cry.
What was the point in shedding tears when your boyfriend was telling you that he's wants to break up with you and didn't seem the slightest upset by it either.
"But I love you" Jazmine said pitifully looking away.
"Jazmine I don't know if I love you or if I ever did" Huey replied but Jazmine could feel the cool undertone in his response it seem as time stopped still as she absorbed those words.
He didn't loved her?
She always heard of heartbreak but to actually feel it was a whole new feeling within itself. She felt like her heart had just been shattered into a million pieces right now.
"i…understand" she replied not knowing what else to say she felt like her body was pulling for air how couldn't he know if he loved her or not they had been dating since the beginning of freshman year in high school and all this time they dated he didn't know if he loved her.
"I'm glad you understand this was hard to do but I feel much better getting this off my chest" Huey said sitting back in his seat his face blank but she could see the relief in his eyes.
She couldn't stand it anymore she needed to get away from him before she burst.
"Right….i better get home it's getting late and I have homework and some stuff I need to get done" Jazmine said grabbing her bag and opening the car door.
"Wait Jazmine don't you need me to take you home" Huey said looking surprised. Oh now he wants some to show some damn emotion.
"No I kinda of wanna walk and the exercise could do me some good" she squeaked out but in the inside she was dreading the long walk home but how else was she going to be able to cry in peace.
"Don't be silly Jazmine your house is a good walk from the school" Huey protested. "It's Fine Huey I'll be home in no time" Jazmine said quickly closing the car door not waiting for a response as she began walking the faster she could get away from him the sooner she could let this dam she was holding in to break free.
The walk home was the longest walk she ever had in her life by the time she got home her face was red her nose was runny and she still had tears running down her face and it was almost getting dark.
she wanted to cry even more when she saw Huey's car parked in front of his house how messed up it was that she lived right across the street of her now ex-boyfriend.
God she needed to pull herself together.
"Jazmine honey is that you?" Her mother called out immediately as she opened the door. "Yes mom" Jazmine yelled back she wanted to get upstairs so she could get in the shower and resume crying.
"Okay well Huey stopped by here earlier he wanted to know if you got home safely which I found was odd don't you two always ride home together." Her mother replied.
"Um I wanted to walk home and clear my head but I'm home now" she needed to get up the stairs to her room soon as possible.
"Okay baby well I'll have dinner ready soon" her mom said but Jazmine could hear that she sounded worried.
"Okay can't wait I'm famished" she said as brightly as she could mustered. Not waiting a moment later as she ran up the steps to her room the moment she got inside she closed the door and sink to the floor.
She wanted to cry some more but her eyes were sore and her tear ducts were tapped out so she opted for a hot shower and some music to clear her aching head.
30 minutes later she sat on her bed.
Her curly hair damp wearing a oversized t. shirt and shorts.
While music played softly in the background.
She was thinking of where she went wrong in their relationship was it something she said or did maybe she didn't listen to him when he wanted her too but she always paid close attention when he had something he wanted to say maybe she wasn't supportive enough but she was the first person to hand out fliers when he did a rally or wanted to the world to hear his cause.
Was she not pleasing him enough intimately he was her first and she tried to meet his needs with no questions asked even though she was inexperienced.
So what was it?
The next two weeks were painful mainly because she spent majority of her time trying to avoid Huey it wasn't easy ducking and dodging him on the way to class and it was even more unbearable that they shared a few classes together.
Gratefully he seemed sense the distance she was trying to place with him and avoided her as well. The only time they did speak was a simple hey and bye when they were in forced close proximity.
She was also kind of thankful that she didn't have to break the news of their breakup to their friends who seemed kind of confused by it but Huey told them the moment it happen which was kind of rude in her opinion.
Reeling from that she avoided them as well mainly because they all hung out together and how awkward it would be to hang with your Ex-boyfriend and your friends in the same room and same place right?
She knew at some point she would have to speak to them.
But right now she just wanted to be alone
Even if that meant walking home even though she didn't have too she could simply ask Huey to take her home but she couldn't bear to ask him.
Like right now as she did in the school hallway watching from a tall glass window as Caesar and Hiro, Riley and Cindy all piled in his car.
She did this every day for the last two weeks once school ringed for dismissal she would wait and watch them all leave and pull out of the school parking lot.
And then begin her walk home at first she hated it because she was always tired once she got home but after while she got used to it.
And if anything it was great exercise.
However she should have known that avoiding her friends wouldn't last long because by the time she got home she was startled to see a very angry and worried Cindy sitting on her doorstep.
Before she could even open her mouth Cindy cut her off before she could even speak a word.
"Bitch why the fuck have you been hiding from me no calls or nothing you couldn't even send me a text to let me know if you was straight I been worried for two weeks about your ass" Cindy shouted hotly at her.
"I'm sorry…I just needed some time" Jazmine stammered feeling ashamed.
Cindy eyes soften but Jazmine could tell she was still upset.
"Well text me that ho so I can have an understanding on what the hell is going on" Cindy said calming down. "I know Huey dumb ass got you hurting but you still got us we're still your friends Caesar and Hiro have been asking about you too even Riley he almost beat Huey up that day ya'll broke up when he found out that Huey let you walk home by yourself" Cindy continued.
Jazmine just stared down at her pale pink converse.
"The break up has been hard …I haven't really been able to open up about it and you know we all hang in the same circle so ….. "
"Plus that shit would be mad awkward" Cindy finished Jazmine nodded in reply "I should have figured that but you can't avoid the rest of us it ain't fair you know we care about you" Cindy added.
"No your right I was being selfish and stupid" Jazmine said apologetically she was really starting to feel bad now.
"So you wanna talk about it" Cindy said in a softer tone.
Jazmine laughed bitterly as though something inside her snapped.
"What there to say my heart feels like it's been broken into a thousand pieces I told this boy I loved him and you know what he tells me I don't know if I ever loved you we been dating since the beginning of High school and all this time you never knew if you loved not to mention the fact that he barely seemed upset at all about the break up I've never felt so hurt in my life so no Cindy I don't want to talk about it" Jazmine responded angrily.
"Damn Jazzy I'm sorry" Cindy said gently.
"Don't be it's not your fault I' just feel like my world has crumbled right now I'm sure I will get over this break up eventually but right now I'm just to hurt to let it go I feel broken" Jazmine answered as her eyes got wet.
"It's okay Jazzy" Cindy looking her sympathetically walking up to her and giving her a big hug while Jazmine now brawled on her shoulders.
"I thought you said bitches hugging each other were gay" Jazmine sobbed.
Cindy laughed lightly. "That was Riley that said that but every bitch needs a hug at some point"
"Thank Cindy" Jazmine said wiping her face.
"No Problem Jazzy I got you" Cindy replied back
After Jazmine got out all her tears and vented out her frustration the two girls spent the rest of day in her room listening to music and taking selfies.
"So how did you find out we broke up" Jazmine said suddenly she was now curious on how Huey broke the news to everybody.
Cindy scowled and thought of the memory she really didn't want to tell Jazmine how Huey broke the news because the moment he told them she wanted to fight him she had never ever seen somebody so cold and uncaring about a break up in her life she couldn't believe how heartless he was about it.
Flashback ..
"Man why your mop head looking ass ate all the damn pizza nigga don't you got food in your house go eat your own shit for once" the corn roll haired boy scowled looking at the empty pizza box.
"Man whatever" Caesar said rolling his eyes. Cutting on Riley's PlayStation 4 "And you gonna cut my shit on and play my shit without permission" Riley walked over to him looking irritated to snatch his controller up so he could play.
"Man both ya'll niggas are annoying" Cindy chimed in giggling.
"Cindy shut your white ass up" Riley snapped at her with his eyes glued to the TV screen.
"Aye ow wha..t the fu..ck you doing" Riley hollered as Cindy now took her hands and pounded him in the back of her neck.
"Beating your ass" Cindy said simply while Caesar and Hiro roared with laughter at the two.
"Damn Riley clean up this mess" Huey announced coming in the room looking annoyed.
Riley took this opportunity to break free from Cindy and pushed her down on the ground. "Nigga you cleanup" he said rudely while he sat on top of Cindy who now was protesting for him to get off.
Huey just scowled at him and sat down on the couch and grabbed one of his books off the coffee table.
"Get off me Nigga" Cindy yelled loudly at riley who now sat on her smirking down at her.
"Could you two be quiet" Huey said looking at them annoyance painted all over his handsome features.
"Nigga if you don't shut your…aye where Jazzy I've just noticed her light bright ass ain't in here she need to take your ass upstairs and cool your uptight ass up" Riley snickered enjoying the brief grimace of anger appearing on his brother's face.
"Yeah where my bitch at" Cindy asked pinching Riley butt who now scooted off her like he was sitting on hot coals.
"We broke up and she walked home" Huey said now looking disinterested and turning back to his book.
Riley was about to tell Cindy off but his attention was now back on his brother along with everyone else.
"You broke up with her why?" Riley replied looking confused and wary.
"Because i wanted too"
"Why"
"Nigga do I look like the first 48 to you" Huey said closing his book scowling hard.
"Nigga you look like every suspect nigga in jail right now praying their bitch ass don't drop that bar of soap now why the fuck would you break up with Jazzy and let her walked home which is three miles from the school when she could simply ride home with your bitch ass" Riley replied angrily.
"Wait you broke up with Jazzy" Cindy now chimed looking confused.
"Yes"
"Why nigga give me an explanation of a reason or an answer to my damn question" Riley said getting fed up.
"Damn Riley you been paying attention in English for once" Huey replied sarcastically.
"But why would you break up with Jazzy" Cindy wondered out loud getting angry as well.
"Because I just wanted too I was tired of the relationship" Huey said calmly as though what he was saying was the most normal thing in the world.
There was a harsh intake in the room at this response.
"Damn I hope you didn't tell her that" Caesar said frowning at his best friend.
"Yeah isn't that a little fucked up weren't you and Jazmine in love" Hiro said looking a little miffed.
"I've never loved Jazmine" Huey scoffed.
"What the fuck you mean you never loved Jazzy you been dating her for a whole year" Cindy yelled at him harshly as her temperature climb up nobody was going to play her bitch.
"So" Huey shrugged.
"SO" They repeated shouting back at him.
But Huey just looked back at them like it was no big deal.
"You seemed real heartbroken over it" Cindy said sarcastically which she couldn't understand why he didn't seem upset or even hurt she knew that most guys didn't show their emotions but this nigga was acting like he didn't care.
"Because I'm not" Huey replied rolling his eyes.
Making the room freeze again.
"Damn" Caesar whispered.
"I need some air" Riley said suddenly leaving the room abruptly "Me too I'm coming with you before I go crazy and fucked this nigga up" Cindy added following right behind him
_End of Flashback
"All he said was that it wasn't working out between you two and that was it" Cindy lied looking away from her best friend as far as she was concerned it was better not to let Jazmine know what really happened.
"At least he kept it brief" Jazmine said dryly.
"Yeah he kept it brief" Cindy repeated.