Katniss Thoughts
I can't believe this is happening. Everything is happening because of me: uprisings everywhere, district 12 is gone. Before I can stop myself I'm crying Peeta it gone. Everything reminds me of him, he wouldn't even been gone if I just had killed myself during the first hunger games. Snow is probably torturing him right now, once I find him I am going to kill him with my own hands. Just then Gale -comes in. I'm tired of him, all he does is tell me he loves me which makes it harder to sort out my feelings. I try to act asleep but it doesn't work. He comes in and sits at the end of my bed. He starts talking about how he was sad during the hunger games, but I just tune out. After a while I hear him shouting at me to calm down. All I can process in my mind is I have tears going down my face.
"Catnip you know I love you, right"
All I can say is yes, and he's gone. I was kind of happy that I was alone, but it doesn't last for long. Haymitch comes in, as he sits down he starts mumbling under his breath. All I understand is "dumb girl doesn't even like the boy"
I accidentally say "I actually love him Haymitch out loud"
He sits there and stares at me, I can tell he knows I'm not lying, and the he says "it's ok we'll find him, I'll find him, even if it's the last thing I do." I know he isn't lying Haymitch saying that and meaning it only makes me want to cry even harder now. He's going to get my peeta back to make me happy even if he dies.
