She had been running from monsters, actually teaming up with Umbrella soldiers, and escaping death yet again. She saw Brad Vickers die at the hands of that Nemesis monster, and she still felt the stab of regret in her stomach from not taking things with Chris farther before all of this. She had only kissed him once, and she desperately wanted him next to her again. She wanted to feel his touch one last time if she was going to die, or she wished at least she would've savored his touch longer before he left. Her hand was on his sweatshirt tied around her waist. She was terrified her last encounter with Chris was the one at the airport.
With tears coming to her eyes she let out a ragged sigh and began to type a letter of sorts to Chris, wondering if he would ever even see it.
If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
She wiped a tear from her eye, and jumped when she heard a savage "S.T.A.R.S." and a growl from that monster outside. He was waiting for her. She shook her head and resumed her letter.
So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again
The words never seemed so important to her now...how could she have been so careless to let Chris slip by with only one kiss? She had completely taken her time with him for granted, and she feared deeply that it had already passed her by. She loved him, and she knew it. She wasn't afraid to tell him anymore either. If she survived this mess, she would scream it to whoever would listen.
How many really know what love is? No you never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it's everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
Her heart ached with fear and worry. Was Chris feeling the same thing apart from her?
So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again
Like you'll never see me again
She finished typing the letter, with "Like you'll never see me again" ringing in her mind... she took the piece of paper from the typewriter and blew on it, making sure it was dry. She then folded it up and placed it into one of her boots against her leg.
Chris Redfield was alive, she was nearly sure of it. She wasn't sure, however, if she was going to survive the remains of Raccoon City, especially with that Nemesis creature lurking about. She wiped another tear from her eye, and took out her beretta. She checked the clip, and walked towards the door, preparing for yet another battle with the Nemesis and vowing to love Chris like she'd never see him again if she made it out alive.
Here is another sappy songfic from yours truly! I heard this song by Alicia Keys, who happens to be a very talented artist in my opinion, and it instantly made me think of Chris and Jill. (Does that make me geeky?) Anyway, thought it would be a nice little break from long stories...with a whole lot of love!