A fools Heart
The war is over an the world now finds out that Lucius Malfoy an Narcissa have been divorced sense Draco started school. To one girl it's the end of her world as she knows it, but to two men it just may be the beginning of there lives.
Phoenix stabbed her eggs as the rest of the school cheered, Dumbledore has just announced a sing off between the four house they would have two weeks to put together one band each an practice a song. Phoenix having just been dumped two days ago for the ex miss Malfoy was not in the mood for the annoying old mans ideas.
"Phoenix you have to sing you have a wonderful voice I've heard you sing to yourself." Ginny smiled.
"No." Phoenix replied.
"What don't think you could bet the Slytherins?" Ron asked stuffing his face.
"Shut up Ron, Phoenix I've heard you sing as well an we could really win if you sang." Hermione added.
"I pick the song no questions asked?" She asked.
"Of course." Harry nodded.
"Can any of you play anything?" Phoenix sighted.
"We can." The twins chimed.
"They can play guitar, I'm not bad with a piano." Ron grinned.
"I can play drums." Neville added.
"All right were do you guys want to meet to practice an I'm going to need back ups so who else can sing?" She asked them
"I can a little." Harry grinned. "Miones not that bad either."
"We could meet in the room of Requirement." Seamus told them.
"Were going to whip there butts." Dean added.
"Fine we'll start tomorrow after are last class." She said getting up an leaving.
"Has anyone noticed are little Phoenix looks like she having a burning day lately?" Fred asked.
"It's not like her to not have a smile on her face." George added.
"It seamed to happen around the same time Narcissa became the Professor of ladies Culture." Ginny commented.
"May be it's the thought of her with Snape, I mean it makes me sick." Ron told them.
"That's not it Ron. Something is bothering her." Hermione said elbowing him.
"Well if she wants to talk she knows where here for her." Harry told them all.
Phoenix sat down on her bed an pulled her note book out from under her pillow sense her heart had been torn out an tossed in the trash like it was nothing she began to write down things she couldn't say. Flicking threw the pages she found the song she wanted them to do now she just had to work out the sound for it.
Severus had felt a pang in his chest when he watched the young witch who use to be his leave the room, a witch who use to light up the rooms she entered with her warm smile was now leaving as if she could care less if the world just ended at that moment. He had never wanted to brake her, but he had always love Narcissa an now that they could be together he could not not go for it, he just wished she could understand that. Turning his eyes he watched Draco come up to the table.
"Professor, Mother, I'm going to sing for Slytherin do you think father will come?" He asked.
"Oh yes I'm sure he will if you write an ask him." She smiled at her son.
"I saw the Gryffindors talking to Stone dose she sing Professor?"
"I've never heard her sing Draco no." Severus replied.
"Mmm, no matter i doubt they can compare to us." Draco smiled walking away.
An so for two weeks the Professors had to deal with loud noises an some awful voices, they were all ready to kill Albus if the two weeks didn't end soon.
Albus stood in front of the student all smiles. "An are last group is Burning flames singing for Gryffindor."
The room went quiet as a light lit Ron at the piano at once the Slytherins laughed until he began to play, next a light appeared on Neville on the drums an then the twins when the whole stage was light Hermione,Harry an Ginny walked on the stage followed by Phoenix who walked to the mic in the front.
I woke up today
Woke up wide wake
in empty bed
staring at an empty room
i have myself to blame
for the state I'm in today
and now dying doesn't seem so cruel
and oh, i don't know what to say
and i don't know anyway, anymore
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
what do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he's not here
you got what you deserve
hope you're happy now
'cause every time i think of her with you it kills me inside
and now i dread each day
knowing that i can't be saved
from the loneliness of living without you
and oh i don't know what to do
not sure that I'll pull through
i wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
what do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he's not here
I hate myself for losing you
and oh i don't know what to do
not sure that I'll pull through
i wish you knew, i wish you knew
and oh,i don't know what to say
and i don't know anyway,any more
no,no
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear (I'm seeing all so clear)
I hate myself for losing you
what do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he's not here
what do you say,when everything you said
is the reason why he left you in the end
how do you cry when every tear you shed
won't ever bring him back again
I hate myself for loving you
Severus couldn't believe his ears all this time an he never knew she could sing, never knew she could bring some one to tears, well more then just one, Remus an Albus were all tears as was Minerva an some of the students who stud an applauded them as they left the stage Severus watched as Phoenix was stopped by one Lucius Malfoy.
"I believe you've won my dear you have to have the sweeties voice it has ever been my pleasure to hear thank you." He smiled kissing her hand.
"Thank you Malfoy." She said not helping the smile that came to her lips as he acted wounded my her use of his last name.
"Please Lucius."
"Well she's smiling again." Ginny said getting a drink.
"Dose it have to be with him?" Ron asked glaring at him.
"Would you rather it be Snape?" Fred asked laughing as his little brother choked on his drink.
"So tell me you must have really loved him to be so heartbroken an hateful." Lucius commented leaning on the wall.
"Loved who?." She said turning to go.
"I hated Severus for having you you didn't know that did you?" He asked nodding when she turned to look at him. "I believe i fell in love with you the moment i saw you with Potter an the Weasley's at the worlds game,I noticed you glared at me too." He smiled.
"You fell in love with me why?" She asked intrigue.
"Because you disliked me because i was an ass hole, other disliked me because i am a Malfoy, That an you're beauties is beyonds this world. An i don't think you should hurt because he never stopped loving her." He said taking her hand.
Phoenix didn't even think because he was right an if he loved her then why shouldn't she try to forget Snape?
"An you think you could make me happy?"
"If you let me try." He said pulling her to him as he began to dance with her.
"I have nothing to lose do i."
"But allot to gain i promise." He whispered to her.
"Well it seams you've swapped lovers." Minerva pointed out to Snape an Narcissa.
"He always did love her." She smiled.
"What?" Snape said staring at them.
"He hadn't stopped talking about her sense the world games, an angel from heaven he called her. I'm glad he's happy." She said taking his hand.
"He lusted over my girl?"
"An did nothing about it Severus."
"Beside what do you care you dumped her." Minerva said walking to the dance floor with Albus.
"You knew all this time an said nothing?" Severus asked as Narcissa lead him to the floor.
"Nor did you to her about me." She replied. "It really bothers you doesn't it?"
"No." He lied watching them.
"He truly loves her Severus he would never let anything bad happen to her." She offered pulling him closer.
"Will you come stay with me over the holidays, I'd hate to be alone an I'd really like you to get to know me better,maybe i could get you to fall in love with me?" He asked while they danced.
"Love is a risky business it can make a person weak an do stupid things are you truly willing to take that risk?" She asked as her eyes caught Severus's for a moment before Lucius turned them so he was facing Snape.
"For you yes i would, i have never been in love Phoenix not until you an i will not give that feeling up. Please come to Malfoy Manor." He replied pulling her closer. "Please."
"I don't really want to stay here." She sighted thinking as she laid her head on his shoulder she was so tried of hurting.
"You'll forget about him before the holidays end." He smiled.
"I hope so." She whispered back letting him lead her around the dance floor as Severus watched them.