A/N: I really hated myself for doing this, but I had to write my first ever angst so I can handle drama and it is good practice also.
This is only a POV of Tamao so I think it will be boring for some, but give it a read.
Forever I'm yours
By kaizer20
Dedicated to Suzumi Tamao
Forever I'm yours
She can no longer contain herself
Waiting for you it bores
I know I shouldn't hurt myself
You're in the arms of another
It makes me want for you and me to be together
But I will just sober
From the pain you've caused me to suffer
I hate you, but I still love you
I don't know why I still do
But every smile you give me is dew
And as always it's true
It's true I need you
From the bottom of my heart
But now I'm going to do
To love someone that can pierce like a dart
My fragile heart you broke
And now I spoke
My heart's desire I showed
That she is the one for my heart's throne
Miyuki now you're mine
Nagisa and I are fine
Simple friends we shine
But I think you now I'll die
Even if you thought you can never repair
But to me you're not a spare
My heart doesn't want you to have despair
Because you're free in the air
You visit my grave
Tamao was inscribed
You cried a lot, because you couldn't save
Your dead lover yet she's still your love if she is dead or alive
I know I might be selfish
And even if she is my love
You are now like my beloved pet fish
But she is still my Nagisa that flew like a dove
I'm sorry Miyuki for now I am dead
I even push myself to the edge
For my love for Nagisa I still have and I swore I'll be with her that's why I pledge
To me I felt guilty, because I made your tears shed
A/N: Seriously I was crying when I wrote this, for those who can't get it, it takes place after Nagisa's death and Tamao was the girlfriend of Miyuki, but due to the love of Tamao for Nagisa, even if it has been a long time and she and Miyuki are together, Tamao is still in love with Nagisa and she committed suicide like the redhead committed suicide, because Shizuma dumped her. Tamao pledged before that she will always be with Nagisa forever that is why she committed suicide.
Such a sad poem, I really hate myself for doing this!
I hope you won't hate me like I hate myself.
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