So this is what I imagine Dean was going through right before the pilot episode aired.
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Dean lay on the musty motel bed and groaned.
His head throbbed, his shoulders ached, and he was jonesing for a drink something awful.
To say that he was tense would be the understatement of the year.
Dean sighed.
Sam had left four years ago and didn't look back.
He wouldn't come back now.
Not for this.
Yea, it was their Dad, but it was hunting too.
He wanted to believe Sam would go for their Dad, but he knew deep down the only reason Sam would go.
Dean got up and grabbed his keys.
It was now or never.
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A/N: So I am wondering who is a shameless sick! Sam fan like me? WHo loves him down and out, cold, shivering, puking, etc... Send me a pm or reply to a fic if you are. Thanks.