( AN: This is a bit of a song fic with both 'The Beginning is the End is the Beginning' and 'The End is the Beginning is the End' by The Smashing Pumpkins. It is rated M for the next chapter where, if the story goes how I plan, there will be a steamy scene. Btw, I do not own Hellsing. )

Blood and dust flew through the air with every ghoul they killed. The town was overrun with them. Alucard has sensed more than one freak vampire. He'd killed one, thankfully destroying half of the ghouls. But there was one more. Seras had no doubt that her master was having fun killing things. But as the blond walked through the towns small graveyard she couldn't help but think of that first night. Her entire team had been killed by those ghouls, ripped apart before her very eyes only to come alive, their souls gone. Mere puppets to the vampire enslaving their bodies. The flashbacks still haunted her dreams on occasion, forcing her to relive that nightmare over and over again. BOOM! The cannon shot, obliterating several ghouls that got in the shots both. Seras couldn't help but growl, forcing back the tears that wanted to be shed, replacing the sadness with anger so she could finish her mission.

Send a heartbeat to

The void that cries through you

Relive the pictures that have come to pass

For now we stand alone

The world is lost and blown

And we are flesh and blood disintegrate

With no more hate

The blond vampire shook her head, bringing herself back into the present. The men had decided it would be a good idea to head to some free concert at the end of the night to celebrate their great take down. Seras hadn't wanted to go, she had trouble enough controlling the volume on her normal days, but to be surrounded by music and fans cheering. Ugh, she could only imagine how annoying it would be. But with Walter's soft prodding about how it would be nice to get out, and how normal it would feel, she couldn't not go. Currently she was almost miserable, standing against a pole in the middle of the club. She caught the gazes or course, lustful men looking at her legs, making her rethink the decision of the jean skirt. Those hungry eyes traveled upward, looking past the matching denim jacket and straight to the tight red top adorning her upper body. Attention was turned from them to the band, she couldn't quite remember the name, something about crushing vegetables.

Can't even try to have fun Police Girl? Her eyes moved instantly, moving to connect with the red hues of her master from across the room. He was grinning at her like usual. She heard his chuckle echo through her mind. Ignoring him Seras continued to watch, seeing him slide through the crowd, the dancers seeming to sway away from him, creating a perfect path. She wondered what it was like to be him, all powerful, feared by every vampire, freak or not. The blond sighed, feeling her stomach rumble almost painfully. If only I was as strong as him. At least I wouldn't be hungry all the time.

Is it bright where you are

And have the people changed

Does it make you happy you're so strange

And in your darkest hour

My old secrets laid

We can watch the world devoured in its pain

Hungry Police Girl? Again, that taunting laughter. She glared at him from across the room as she began to walk in his directing, squeezing past the throng of people that were swaying and singing to the song being played. The deeper she got into the crowd the harder it became to ignore the beating pulses, the warm bodies filled with that sweet life giving nectar. Blue eyes closed, her head shaking to clear her mind, whisps of strawberry blond hair moving over her forehead before those eyes opened again. She had lost track of her master and almost didn't find him. Her body stopped, her eyes widened. He was only a few feet from her, fangs lengthened before sinking into the neck of a scantily clad woman. She could hear her master's laughter echoing in her mind. Sir Integra had always told her she could not feed off of humans, even Alucard had been told not to. What was he doing?!

Time has stopped before us

The sky cannot ignore us

No one can separate us

For we are all that is left

She couldn't tear her eyes away, focusing on her master as he swallowed that rich blood. Master what are you doing?

Feeding, you should try it sometime. He could hear the protest forming in her mind and stopped her quickly. He knew as well as she did that they were forbidden from feeding off of humans.

As long as you don't kill them, you'll be fine. I won't tell if you won't. Seras was unaware her more vampiric side was already taking over. Shadows moved around her, a skill she didn't know she had taken from her master. She was oblivious, consumed in the sight of her master feeding. The hunger beat at her, pulsing through her mind along with the music as her feet started to move forward. Alucard was there, silently guiding her to her prey. Blue eyes connected with the brown hues of a young man. Their minds connected, Seras was barely aware that she had taken control, stilling his instinct to run as she smiled, fangs peeking through in a grin that mirrored the one on her masters face as he pulled away from his own prey, sending the girl on her way to sit down and recuperate. The young draculina was hunting. She paused in front of him, lowered her head, fangs sinking deep. Seras moaned, fresh hot blood rushed through her, searing her throat like molten copper, but it felt so good. She could hear Alucard laughing in her mind.

The echo bounces off me

The shadow lost beside me

There's no more need to pretend

Cause now I can begin again

( End Note: This is my first story in a while, please tell me what you think. Thanks everyone ^.^ )