It's how he felt.

I do NOT own Degrassi.

Two years had flown by and here she was standing on the front steps of Toronto University. Her parents had left after she had gotten settled in her new dorm room, however reluctant they were to let her stay in residence; they had finally agreed that it was what she needed to become a more mature women and be able to stand on her own two feet, things had changed dramatically her last two years at Degrassi. She had focused on school, especially math and science had kept her head clear and didn't date anyone, unless you counted the monthly dinners with Johnny dates...but they were just friends and he was just looking out for her.

After all during dinner they talked about everything from his girlfriend, well ex girlfriend now. Kayla. To what he or I was doing in school, he was around when I needed someone to talk to about the mess at home, or how my therapy sessions were going...when I couldn't bring myself to tell anyone else. "Who is he?" I jumped at the familiar voice and looked up spotting the man I was just thinking about. "I have no idea what you're talking about." I said a smile on my lips as he raised a blonde brow and crossed his arms.

"Liar, you have that dreamy look in your eyes." I raised a brow and tilted my head slightly, causing my long black hair to roll over my shoulder and down my back. "Dreamy look?" I asked taking him in, he looked nice today, even if he was just in jeans and a t-shirt. "You get this dreamy look when you start thinking of a guy." I chuckled and walked over giving him a hug. "I didn't know you paid that much attention to me, DiMarco." He didn't comment as his strong arms wrapped around me, pulling me in for a warm hug. "Ready for your first night in the dorms?" He asked and I shook my head no. He laughed as he let me go. "You'll be fine, your roommate and you will talk all night."

"Nope, we won't, she hasn't even arrived yet." I said looping my arm through his as I lead the way down the steps; we were going out to dinner, at our place which was a great little burger joint that served a lot of different comfort foods. "Oh no a whole night alone?" He said teasingly, which cause me to pout. "I was hoping you'd watch movies with me, unless you have plans?" I didn't look at him and we didn't stop walking, but I felt him nod his head. "I think that can be arranged. " I smiled and added an extra hop to my step, even though I was wearing three inch heels.

"So, you've taken the tour, unpacked your room, and got your schedule. What are you going to do for the next three days before classes start?" I shrugged my shoulders the best I could with my arm through his. "I have no idea; maybe see if I can fine Dave?" He was the only person I knew that had come to U of T from Degrassi, Clare had been accept but in the end had chosen Gulph. Johnny was silent for a minute and I peeked up at him, he had a frown on his face. "Dave's the guy who always had a dig on you isn't he?"

I laughed softly and nodded. "Yes, but that was before Sadie Rowland, his girlfriend." He nodded his head and I couldn't help but smile as he pulled open the door to the little restaurant. Walked to our usual table and took a seat grabbing the menu. "Oh right and how are they doing?" I glanced up from my menu and smiled. "Good, Sadie will be coming on weekends." He nodded his head. "Looks like you'll have plenty to keep you busy." I set the menu down and looked at him, and I mean really looked at him. "Are you suggesting that I'll be too busy to see you Johnny?"

"Of course not Backwoods, we'll still have our middle of the month dinners." He said and I frowned leaning across the table, even ignoring the fact that doing this caused my shirt to dip a little lower than intended. "Weekly dinners, and now movie nights." I said seriously, smiling when he raised that blonde brow at me. "Weekly dinners and movie nights? I didn't agree to that Backwoods." I gave him a look and watching him take it in, take me in before he sighed. I had won. "Alright, alright. Dinner and movie nights once a week." I gave him a smile and then waited for the waiter to come take our orders.

Later that evening.

Johnny's P.O.V

I watched Alli spread out on her bed, the one across from her still empty, but it did say that she was supposed to have a roommate. Her laptop was in front of her and she was looking through files on it to find a movie Sav had loaded for her the last time she saw him, seeing as he was away at school as well. She wasn't paying attention to me at all, and that was fine, I could just take her in. So I did, I took in how her hair was like a long black wave over her shoulder, and her skinny jeans hugged her in all the right places.

Alliah Bhandari was gorgeous, even more so now than when she had been when I first met her, or two years ago when she came crashing into my life again...I still loved her, wanted her. I have no idea what to do about it, even with the way we flirted and she talked to me all the time... I didn't know how she felt about me anymore. I watched as she clicked on a file, then minimized everything else, spotting her back ground picture, it wasn't of her and Clare like I had originally assumed. It was of me and her over the summer during one of our dinners.

"Get over here Dimarco, you can share my bed." I smirked and nodded walking over to the bed and sitting on it, in moments we were cuddled up together watching a movie. It was a good movie even if I had missed the name so I wasn't sure what we were watching it was just nice sharing the moment with her. When the movie was finished I yawned and got off the bed stretching. "Don't go." I looked down at her she was hugging a pillow and her big brown eyes begged me to stay. "What you want to watch another movie?" I asked sitting back on her bed. "No, I don't want to sleep alone..." I sighed I could suggest we go back to my room, there were two useable beds...but she needed to get used to her room. "Just tonight Backwoods, you need to get used to this place."

She nodded her head. "Okay just tonight." She smiled and I got back up. "I'm gonna hit the bathroom, you get ready for bed." I said smiling at her as she nodded again and got up. "Okay." The entire walk to the bathroom I asked myself what on earth I was doing? Sharing a bed with Alli was crazy, especially knowing that I still had feelings for her. I used the bathroom, washed up and headed back to her room, knocking once and walking in, she was sitting in bed blankets around her and I nearly groaned.

Her pink pajama top hugged her body and I knew she was wearing shorts under the blankets. Taking my t-shirt off I placed it on the back of her computer chair and then placed my jeans over them, clad in boxer shorts I climbed into the bed.

"Move over, I'm bigger than you." She laughed softly then yawned moving closer to the wall, crawling under the blankets I smiled as she curled into me her small body fitting against mine. It was going to be a long night...was the last thing I thought before her even breathing put me to sleep.

A/N

Just something small, but I will probably add a second chapter update to this at some point. Tell me what you think.

P. Kity.