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Prologue: The Gap
It shouldn't be this hard, this hard to look into someone's eyes and tell them you love them, should it? No, it shouldn't. And I know it shouldn't, I've said it so many times before and now it seems too hard, too hard to say three words, words I said so much, and now can't. It's just too hard.
There's this huge gap where the words were, and I … I can't seem to fill it. I've tried and tried but nothing works, nothing will make me want to say it and there's nothing here to say it for, not even the liquid gold eyes looking down at me now, questioning my love. My love for him.
Right now was one of those moments, a moment when I was thankful that my brain didn't work right, that I didn't have him in my head the whole time, although it would be so much easier not to have to say the words, have them already there in that gap between us, maybe it could help. But what if … what if it was the gap itself?
But this was Edward … I mean Edward, the only one thing I wanted more than anything, more that life itself, I've fought for him so much, given up so much and most of all changed so much. I'm different person now, well not literally, I'm still Bella Swan but I've changed … changed on the inside – I'm more confident, do different things and I … I have different feeling.
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